It was a humid night yesterday, my skin felt sticky, uncomfortable, hence I resorted to drawing and talking till I became too tired. Hahaha

The camera sucks so yea. IF only I had a scanner, ah how easy this would be x)




If isn't clear to you, well, its a fist clenched, catching a ribbon. I don't know why I suddenly drew this, hmm.

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I need to find a job, to fill up my days, and my wallet? Haha
Really seh, you can't 'enjoy' 'life' without money these days, everywhere you go, you have to spend some here and there, even if you don't intend to! Its just part of life eh?

Just completed something, felt really good, though it was quite tiring. Felt as if I had achieved something, not for myself, but for someone who is incapable of doing anything else on this Earth. Woo :D

Im Hungry. as always

bored.

I realize that I have this inside me for a long long time, I think its time I let it out

I dont think its right, for you to be looking down on my brother and me, i dont think its right that you condemn my brother just because his Os wasn't what you expected, i dont think its right for you to bring your anger from work back, i dont think its right for you to constantly discourage us, i dont think its right for you to treat me like im a soldier, i dont think its right that you always put the blame on mummy for us being so, i dont think its right for you to be insensitive in your words, i dont think its right that you think you're always right, i dont think its right that you always throw your anger around, i dont think its right that you dont utter a word of support or congratulations to us, i dont think its right for you to believe that we are bad, i dont think its right for you to think that all my words are lies, i dont think its right for you to say that your words are commands for me to follow, i dont think its right for you to raise your voice to mummy, i dont think its right for you to be not understanding at all, i dont think its right that you treat us badly, i dont think its right that you hurt ziqah, i dont think its right that everything is about pride, i dont think its right for you to think that your methods are okay, i dont think its right for you to make mummy cry, i dont think its right for you to let mummy feel so helpless as she watch, i dont think its right for you to make ziqah bear all your hopes, i dont think its right that you always not fail to hurt us with your words, i dont think its right that youre still like this despite their teachings, i dont think its right that you always assume the worst in us, i dont think its right for you to make bai feel looked down upon in front of dadi and pu jan, i dont think its right that you always leave an air of anger and tension whenever you reprimand us, i dont think its right that the house always feels alien and hostile when you're home, i dont think its right that you think mummy is at fault. i dont think its right, but do you ever care what we think? lol.

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Sucking grape-flavoured Mentos makes you thirsty. IT DOES!

This post is dedicated to the group of close friends I have over at Temasek Secondary, for they have held a surprise party for me last last week.( sorry ah, the pictures took a long time seh! )

The day began with my brother asking me to meet him at his school later on, saying "oh, suhaila wants to meet you ah, she ader hal (got something up)" So i went along, since I've not met Su for such a long time, then we went to Simpang to go meet her. As i walked to Simpang, I saw the mats, Jo, Azhar, Ali across the road, "Wah! coincidence!" lol. Walking unsuspectingly, suddenly I saw muhammad, siti, shaz, jane, sadiq, yanen and ahmed seated with Su. Then the balloons and the cake. HAHAHA! At that moment, i was going like "OMG OMG OMG SIA YOU GUYS OHMYGOOOODDD!!!" Yea, for that moment, that was all i could say, especially since they were singing a birthday song haha. Man, at that moment, i was utterly speechless, too happy to say anything, other than OMG. haha x)

To THEM, i would like to say a hearty THANK YOU, for your gifts and time spent to make that day a day for me, and most importantly, for your love and care. Thanks man.
I would never forget that day, nor would i forget them. heh (:

Here are the pictures










Funny funny people, 18nd November. :D

I got sick of bombing bases and firing missiles, so here I am, haha
Its very warm.

Watched the movie Mirrors just now, rather terrifying, if you tell me.
I like the way the producer explores the human fear of not knowing what we cannot see. If you turn away while facing the mirror, you never know how your reflection is.
It may still be looking at you, staring, just as in the movie, or not. Haha, I guess humans do fear what we don't know, eh? Don't we all, sometimes? I especially find it scary for other reasons. Personally, I don't like the mirror. Childhood thing that scares me, but I think I've overcome it. Woo. To think that my house is full of mirrors, how ironic.

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My journeys to another dimension have been fruitful, and has taught me much.
Lessons of life and facts of the universe, some Milo ice ( YES IT EXISTS THERE ) and food, and all is good. Oh and the wonderful furry creatures too. Haha

The Bad Only Disturbs The Good

HI.

Okayokay, i disappeared for two days to chill at another dimension.
but I'm back, with cameras full of pictures! So here goes.
First and foremost, the long awaited graduation night, that sounds gay, make it grad nite. HAHA!

Summary of events:
THE LIMO RIDE (this is like OMG.) - pictures of arrival - dinner - chao. HAHA quite short, but very memorable :)
















































THE END. :D