Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Peel the layers and find something beautiful.
Looking across oceans and mountains to see,
you might just miss out what lies just ahead.
Even in calm waters, there may be danger lying in wait.
Extinguish the spark before it grows to be fire.
Words spoken can never be retrieved back, think before you speak.
Even if the truth hurts, it is better to tell it than to lie.
Say what you mean, and mean what you say.
Love all, trust a few

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Lets.see.if.hardwork.pays.off.Lets.hope.
No.expectations.just.hope

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The.frustrations.that.exist.
simmer.out.of.sight.never.out.of.mind
unstable. reactive.and.powerful.
easily.warping.to.more.sinister.forms
quell.them. quickly.hurry.
seek.the. peace.and.see.the.calm.
speak.not.in.anger.
fury.in.words.their.sting. long-lasting.
still.your.mind.and.your.heart.
in.th.midst.of.the. hurricane.lies.the.inevitable.tranquil.


....

Sometimes.sometimes.things.may.get.overwhelming.
Through.the.sweat.and.tears.remember.the. faces.that.we.see.
Think.of.them.these.people.who.seem.to.always.be.there
and.maybe.it.will.be.easier.to.bear

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I want to learn how to cook.
To me, cooking is a lot like making art.
There is no proper definition of perfection, it is as how you imagine it to be, or in this case, how it tastes like.
Also, I find cooking strangely appealing cause its one of those things that has to satisfy an individual at the sensory level and also on a deeper level. Just as it is for art, in cooking, the dish has to be appealing to the eyes, the colour of the ingredients, the way they're arranged, the aroma, the texture of the food. Of course the deeper level would be the actual taste of the food. To add to that, no one dish can appeal to all, like how a piece of art cannot appeal to all. It makes people, especially Me, happy. I like to make people happy, and I want to learn how to cook.

AND TOMORROWS MARCH COMMON TESTS.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

I.dont.know.why.but.somehow.I.enjoy.th.exam.periods.
Its.like.theres.an.obvious.purpose.or.result.from.studying.
a.motivation.or.drive.to.do.so.one.that.i.enjoy.strangely.
I.admit.I.like.to.study.it.keeps.my.mind.sharp.when.usually.its.all.over.
However.this.only.happens.during.th.exam.period.
anytime.before.or.after.ohh.its.a.different.feeling.haha.
but.right.now.whats.important.is.to.have.a.gauge.of.how.I'm.doing.
lets.hope.all.this.studying.will.pay.off.for.it.is.my.greatest.fear.it.does.not
lets.hope

AND.WHOO.I.LOVE.HOLIDAYS!
it.feels.good.to.wake.up.with.th.sun.above.th.horizon.truly
I.gotta.feeling.that.all.th.hours.of.sleep.has.made.me.grown.hahaha
though.th. effects.of.oversleeping.are.showing.i've.turned.into.a. black.panda
how.awesome.


Th.fire.that.flows.in.th.veins.
Th.wind.that.fills.th.lungs.
Th.water.that.holds.th.bones.
Th.earth.that.forms.th.flesh

Th.ensuing. clash.of.the.heart.and.the.mind

Monday, March 08, 2010

Th weather has really been punishing these past few days,
and its really affecting my thinking.

Once again, I have come to th realization that hardwork pays off and you can't just depend on your intelligence.
I seem to always forget it. Usually, I'm lazy, but that doesn't mean I don't do my work, I just don't do additional work that I'm supposed to, in order to get that evasive A. But, looking at how this years going to be probably one of th most important year of education, I've decided to start studying. Not bad not bad. Its also hugely because of the release of the results for A's last Friday. Looking at the faces I saw, some happy, some sad, some accepting, some stoic, it got me to realize,

"ah whathell, lets do this shit."

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

Mercury Rising! The past few days has been HOTHOTHOT.
Though, it is not related to my prolonged disappearance.

Life, no, School, has been increasingly busy, filled with incomplete tutorials, confusing lectures, datelines and more tutorials. Apart from that, trainings getting more intensive in lieu with th upcoming competitions (THIS THURSDAY!) and hence, whenever I am not dead-tired from training, I would be busy with school, and the cycle repeats itself. So there you go, my reasoning for my absence.

Its already March, time is sure flying by. Before we know it, BOOM, its already the highlight of th year.
For that, I have diligently been consistently catching up and revising my stuff. Its good you know, that despite the time spent studying, when it comes to crunch time, you feel somewhat prepared and less stress. So heres to doing stuff beforehand and ignoring being called a Mugger! There is a debate that exists regarding this often misused term ; Mugger. You see, in my opinion, the term mugger arose from the situation where one studies into the wee hours of th night with a MUG of coffee or whatever beverage of preference to sustain you through the night, hence th term mugging. The act of studying till late with something keeping you awake. However, based on others, one is a mugger merely when one is studying, which to me is ridiculous? Oh damn, why am I wrapping my mind around such trivial and insignificant issues...

Anyway, on a more significant topic, GRAVICAL IS THIS THURSDAY! First Competition of the year for the  National Bouldering League (NBL). The competition that begins all competitions. I can't deny that Ive been looking forward to this. Its like, running a race you know? A measure of how good you are, albeit sometimes inaccurately, but a measure nonetheless, in comparison to others. I am a man of competition, though not aggressively, but its just something that spurs me on. I'm sure TJCCC will do well man, WHOO!

Ahh, my energy has come to an all time low after today, 400m + 5000m = Damn.
So goodnight world.