FAT unBELIEVABLE reality.

I've been thinking. Have you ever felt a feeling, to tell somebody something important, private, and when they are in front of you, waiting, you just couldn't. You can't, something in you just won't let you or you're afraid of their response, the chain of events that would unfold, the consequence..

Or you just want to do something, big or small, a waste of time or important, you just wonder what will happen if you do, you assess and assess and finally, you don't. Again you think about it, think and tinker, you look up and you think you should do it. Then this whole cycle repeats. Evil cycle..

=P thank somebody for this empty portion. GAY. =P

MOO.this is not emo. FAT.

past and today. heh

haii.. didn't update my blog for quite long already ah. 9 days to be exact. ok. hmm. lets start from let see.. erm thursday. yah ok. hah.

lol. thursday was particularly a good day. got CME as last lessson, waste of time really, then we learnt smth i think " Be Proactive " i think. haha then got this funny hand signal for it some more
can u believe it, the school paid $1000+ just to send teachers to learn this kind of stuff!! WTH! ok then got this cheque book la to write to ppl that have been good to you and all. so i wrote to a few of my friends a send a lotta of money. haha. and i only got wat 10¢ back! haha nvm. money. pshh

after school decided to play soccer, waited for HMT( higher mother tongue ) guys to come which was abt 3.45 but by that time, some IDIOTS got the field. so we initially just disturbed the ppl playing. in the end went home at abt 4.00 with hilmi, ali, ilyas, raidi and jo. haha fun ppl to hang out with. hilmi and ilyas just wanted to go home fast so they went without us. when they were gone, we made idiotic prank calls to ppl using public phone. hilarious! then one call we made was quite serious bout this toot guy. we scared him la. after that we went home.

as soon as i got home, i felt sick. the next day i gotta debate for mother tongue stuff. didn't want to. so i hoped not to go to school the next day, a bit of regret though. in the end i didnt go to school but with a consequence. SICKK.. was really really sick. so its friday now. woke up in the morning 5+ head spinning, hungry. went to kitchen. puked at the toilet, took panadol and some chocolate. went to sleep. in the morning. ate a lot of chocolate, puke again, decided to play comp. (haha) then got extremely dizzy. went to my room, even with long pants, i shivered like an icicle. brrr. decided to go to doctor alone. heres what i wore when i went there. a cap, a cloth, singlet, t-shirt,long sleeve sweaters, a jacket,short pants, 3/4 pants, long jeans. socks and slippers. yet it was sooo COLD. before i went, drank some hot milo.. mmmm. BAD! when got off the elevator, luckily brough plastic bag, vomitted it all out. then sat there on that spot dazed. thought i was gonna faint or smth. but didnt so i walked on, alone. reached there about 9am. got No. 40. it currently 17. "SHIT, so long need to wait" i thought. haii..for 2 desperately cold hours i slept in the clinic lying on the bench like a drunk high on drugs, eyes half opened, mouth hanging, wearing ridiculously thick clothing in such a humid morning. =.=

when i got in, checked my temperature, i was AMAZED. it was 40 degrees!!! hAh. so high right? ok ah then got home. took the pills ( 4 of em ) then got better immediately. hah. miraculous isn't . =P so the whole day played the comp when my bro not using. by the time school ended. asked my friends wat happened at sch. man!! they ate choc. cake!!! to celebrate the ppl whose birthday are during january. nvm i ate 7 packets of chocolates that day. nyeh! haha. ok ah later too long ah.

Awww..

Awww. my form teacher broke into tears today. so sad x)) she was dissapointed at someone cause that someone says shes been picking on him/her. hah, she picks on the two chilipadis, jaspal, ashley and yanen. now thats picking the unripe fruits.

heres a definition of my form teacher, ms soh. shes like a nagging mother. she seems irrelevant and troublesome at times and thinks shes perfect. haha. but the truth is her intentions are good no matter, only it seems irritable to some. =))

the real day started after school. went to the mosque as per normal. then nothing to do go disturb people anonymously. haha. blah blah blah. sorry sorry. then NCC started. it was GREAT! did marching at first. then most of the time, did P.T physical training. man running 2.4km wearing boots and long pants is damn tiring. after that did push ups and everything wearing the same unwashable boot. haha u saw me doing 20 push ups haha. u should have seen us do this japanese kong fu thingy. sit like normal on air with arms straight forward. heh!

after NCC me ilyas and ali decided to go to 7-11 at tampinese cause we were hungry and didnt eat lunch. pity us.. HAHA. on board the bus, we shouted to someone from way back of the bus for $1. eventually got it. out of 3 ppl, only 95¢ were wat we got =.="

in the end only me and ali ate. mmmm kaya bread. then we saw ADILIN! helloo! long time no see! haha. u seem thinner. ok ok not thinner, slimmer. CHEYY. took number 3 home and thats how my day ended.

HOW WAS YOUR DAY?

Shit you form teacher!

today the day started normal.
lessons were different.
just as i step into english, i was in a bad place. i was late, the teachers my form teacher, and she calls me chilipadi. WHAT MORE!!!
then today i forgot or rather didn't know need to bring Straits Times. WTF she expects us to buy straits time every single day. give money ah!
luckily the class manager also didn't brg so got away with it. =)
i hate her favourite number. Its 5 and when shes not happy give 5 pieces of homework. dammit!

other lessons went per normal. lol to my hist teacher a.k.a Goldilocks im the only one in class that can say wassup to her and talk to her like friends. haha. after school got this thing called I.S which was a total waste of TIME! we reached there, teachers not happy. arrange that arrange this. finally start the thing at 2.14.53pm its supposed to start at 1.45! so the thing got extended till 3pm. shit.
for 1/2 the time we were reading a book. and we didnt even do a single work! total wastage!!!!!!

after school played soccer till 5.30pm x)) i vomitted once, sprained my ankle, hit my head on the cement twice, and was pushed many times. wonderfull. HAHA. really! stupid azhar deflect the ball using his ass then hit my chest. PANGSAI ah! after that went home with fahim and ali. talked bout nth but sleep. haha. then lastly when i was going off ali talked bout him being number 22 and titanium in the periodic table. haha im calcium strong bones for a healthy body.

haha no poem now. lazy and sleepy.
and and today someone's a bit cranky.
haha always look on the bright side of life..
ta ta tada tantadaa datan tada tada tada tada.
HAHA nothing else to write lah-

anyhow make one. haha

Long time didn't update ah. srry srry. busy writing and prinitng stuff for english
we were thinking of a class theme on how to decorate our class room. here are some of them
-Retro
-Fungi x))
- animals-

so we didnt decide on anything until we were going out of class, everybody was ready to greet our teacher when i drew a mushroom with a little smurf in front of it. then our teacher say wahh so cute. =P then she decided to make our class theme SMURFs? 40 lil smurfs with different names and one fairy queen( ?! ) haha

ok here goes nothing, i made during second history lesson. bahhs

SIZE

I know i'm skinny,
I know im short,
I am quite freaky,
But I'll hurt you a lot.

Do know I'm not scared,
of people who are big,
and people who are fat.
Despite being a little twig!

I know I'm small,
just like an ant,
but be nice to me...
and I'll be your friend!

haha do you understand? plz comment.
I ATE A MEALWORM!!! IT TASTES LIKE BBQ CHICKEN!!!

come come little sheep.

Come come Little sheep,
Wash you up, Nice and Clean.
Take care Little Sheep,
Make the Knife Sharp and Lean.

Hold her up, Make her still,
Close her Eyes, so Unseen.
Hold it Steady, by the Hill,
Just one Slit, and let it Spill.

Ahaha, thats right, do it as told. Tomorrow's Hari Raya Haji, also known as the time when people go to Hajj for, well their Hajj. Gonna wake up tomorrow early in the morning and get myself some meat! Man i sound so Malicious. ahaha. The common smell of sheeps in their "home" just waiting for their turns. The anxiety? Hopefully not.

Most probably going to the nearest mosque to my house and MAYbe help out a bit. I think the sheeps gonna kick me till i fly. lol. Read my "poem" on how its gonna go. lol. not for the faint-hearted. Yea, not for them, surely. Every single year, when they make a prayer before slaughtering, i cry. Its just like cry! out of a sudden, start only, i cry. sad.

i want to keep their fur for keeping. x)) it sure is gonna stink. make sure use bleach to make it nice and white. LOL. sorry for calling you "B, A, B, A, T. BABAT!" it means fat in a meaner way =P Its natural to call people names after they call you names. hah. I'm "S, K, I, N, N, E, Y. SKINNEY" or something like dat right? hah. its just too hard for to gain weight. my problem. lol

OK so i posted a POST already so. yea. There you go. Comment on my Poem plz

Cold Cold weather

Cold weather. Cold really Cold.
and so now i got nothing to do.
I LIKE WRITING IN BOLD!!
blog about yesterday's do's

Woke up at 8am . real reluctant to wake up. thanks to my brother for pulling my leg and all. i managed to. Even that day it was raining! Showered and all then went to Tampines Interchange. Wore my sweater and looked fat. YAY! haha

chilled at Mcdonalds while waiting for my cousin (azfar) and met his friend, ferous.(sp?) they talk talk while i bought some HOTcakes. mmmm delicious. the syrup...mmMMM. haha. then took MRT to redhill. soo far. there we waited for our opponent. i went into seven-eleven and "browsed" through the newpaper until the dude shooed me out. WTH, lol. when met our "opponent" i realised how big they were and how old too. and how small i am. Big Big boys against Small Small team. Nvm.

walked and walked to Republic Poly. i think if some people walked there, they would still lose some weight even without the exercise x)) there we played soccer la. i made this big guy named faizal (sp?) fall down.. sadd..lol the rain was inconsistent. we were dry then wet then dry then wet again. haii.. Played until 2+? then they wanted to go to orchard for lunch. so we tagged along. soo sleepy by then. ate at this "restaurant" called Taman Ros a.k.a Rose Garden. i ordered Steamed chicken rice with soy sauce. nice food there. only very little chicken.

we split paths with them then and went to White Sands to meet yuni and shrtl. i slept in the MRT so relieving.

after meeting them went to playground near White Sands. My bro challenged Me to the swing. obviously he won. much heavier wat..finally when swinging in front we jumped. i landed on the sand while my poor bro landed on the concrete. ahaha. After that went home la.

The End

The first day of school-

the firsta day of school..well was fairly quite boring. the uncertainty of lessons, teachers and new classmates. reach the school gate and saw some people being shoo ed away from school because of their hair. lol. they were dyed and spiky. he told us all the unruly hair styles except one. AFRO. yea! someone told me that the principal dont let sports shoes in school anymore..seems unlikely. =P. but luckily lah. soo many peole wear sport shoes. only sec 1s dont. haha.

start assembly only dicipline master talk bout well, dicipline and all lah. people who had their dyed had to stand up and all. usual stuff. then got news, our school had quite a number of foreign scholars coming in. all upper sec. they have strange names x)).

got new teachers and all. my form teacher is quite evil. most classes get printed timetables but we had to write down. then some more need to use only blue pen and no gell. :/ she kept saying im an empty vessel as the saying an empty vessel makes the most noise. clang clang. hah! im gonna prove im no empty vessel but a full one! watch out. but overall she ok lah. no matter wat rules she has. i still break them. ^_^

somehow on the way home was really sleepy. haiya..tomorrow the real schooling starts. aiyoh..IM NOT AN EMPTY VESSEL!!!

and that was my first day at school. moo

The first day of school-