Wednesday, September 10, 2008

A desperate situation occured today, and rather unsuspectingly so.
Like an already taut elastic string, and suddenly, someone decided to let go.
It comes back, hitting you, though you didn't expect it.
You cant scold back, cause you're holding the other end.
Just as responsible for causing yourself the pain.

As i sat on the bus, discussing some matters of human behaviour with a friend, I realized that the world is coming to an end not because of a substantial natural disaster, but rather how the world, or rather humanity will crumble into itself, into an abyss, the hole in the human spirit.

Its 10.40pm and I'm talking about how the world is getting screwed, I think I'm going nuts.

I got 16 points for L1R5 for Prelims, guess i have to be grateful i improved, but must still press on to get a single digit, yea?

AKU NGANTOK.

Friday, September 05, 2008

GANGSTA PANDA.

HAHAHA! Kinda gay skin yea? I agree, but well, its quite nice, much better than the previous calvin and hobbes skin which lasted for more than a year ( CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?! WHAT A LAZYBUM I AM ) HAHA! Well, WHOO! :D

damn, its already Saturday! This week passed like a breeze, okay, more of a gust. Can hardly believe that a WEEK has passed! Maybe it has something to do with th fact that the days have not been fully occupied with activities, yea? The best thing is, next week, BAM! The final semester begins, THE final semester, mind you.

I have a random MEME to do, which ima do LATER, not now.

Nothings in my mind at this particular moment, so im just going to show what i did yesterday while my brother played dota xD

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HOHOHO, gansta panda. got bored at night, and saw a fake tattoo thingy of the characters of kungu panda, HENCE, the creation of a chinese-born panda living in the ghettos. HAHA!

OH! NOW theres something in my mind.

Yesterday, went for terawih at a mosque which had a particularly cool guest coming in after it, Sheikh Afeeffuddeen AL Geylani, if i remember correctly. Well, this guys cool cos he is a descendant of a very VERY unique man, Sheikh Abdul Kadir Al Jailani. His visit sure opened my eyes to a few things, cleared somethings that my friend has put up, yea, it was a good syarahan. Especially the part about clearing your sins, especially in this month. So yea, learnt a few things, then Muhammad decided that being generous was good, so he treated my brother, luqman and I slurpees at 11pm xD then went to his block to lepak with Fadhil but LAST MINUTE GILER cancel mcm jew. HAHA, i think anyone who had gone for terawih yesterday but chose to skip th syarahan have missed an eye-opener.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. physics is GAY

Monday, September 01, 2008

alas, there leaves only a month before the major examinations,
so quick time flies, a month of trials await!

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take a look at the calendar!
its already september, meaning its the LAST month, and also the holy month, Ramadhan!
Hahaha when i look at people, i barely see any difference, wonder if they realize any change within themselves, haha, whos to know, waallahualam.

So currently its the September holidays, i think i'm suffering from prelim-lag, i feel empty if i dont at least do some amath sums or something, haha well its a good thing, yea. Can't wait to get back the prelim results, its gonna be like my benchmark on my current state of mind, haha. If i do well, then good for me, means that i would need some more hard work to achieve wonderful results, but if it sucks, means its time to be buck up, TIME TO BUCK UP! I believe that would be virtually everybodys' nightmare if they get bad results. Insyallah i did well, man i better sia

HAHAHA! Let me tell you about something funny that happened to my cousins, my bro, luqman and I! we were like walking through tampines interchange after Terawih wearing songkoks and baju kurungs/kurtas and all, then suddenly a makcik owning one of them shops by th sides called us, "COME COME, AUNTY GIVE FREE!" HAHA, my brother was walking away already, thinking that it was just another makcik persuading us to buy her goods, but lo and behold, she really gave us free food and drinks, not some, A LOT! haha! we eventually walked away with 3/4 packets of drinks, 2 packets of nasi bryani each, and a WHOLE plastic bag of epok-epoks, LANGKAH KANAN OR WHAT! as in, what goodluck! haha yea, alhamdullilah, we walked in right into rezeki, and to think the day before, when we were late for terawih and when an uncle offered a ride, we rejected, a string of goodlucks eh? I hope it goes all th way until after Os end :D

recently, some light have been shed on the current bonds of the people around me and what i've seen worries me deeply. obliteration of bonds that used to be so strong, just because of some minor incident. feelings of hate and frustration seem to have an iron grip on the actions of some people, and yet, they do not realize. and the strangest thing, if i remember correctly, this is a recurring incident of what had happened in the past, which however does not involve me. Damn, what is this going to end up in. If this continues, i can't imagine how graduation would be. Helpless, i feel.

sorry for the late update should there be anyone who've been waiting x)

peace.