alas, there leaves only a month before the major examinations,
so quick time flies, a month of trials await!

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take a look at the calendar!
its already september, meaning its the LAST month, and also the holy month, Ramadhan!
Hahaha when i look at people, i barely see any difference, wonder if they realize any change within themselves, haha, whos to know, waallahualam.

So currently its the September holidays, i think i'm suffering from prelim-lag, i feel empty if i dont at least do some amath sums or something, haha well its a good thing, yea. Can't wait to get back the prelim results, its gonna be like my benchmark on my current state of mind, haha. If i do well, then good for me, means that i would need some more hard work to achieve wonderful results, but if it sucks, means its time to be buck up, TIME TO BUCK UP! I believe that would be virtually everybodys' nightmare if they get bad results. Insyallah i did well, man i better sia

HAHAHA! Let me tell you about something funny that happened to my cousins, my bro, luqman and I! we were like walking through tampines interchange after Terawih wearing songkoks and baju kurungs/kurtas and all, then suddenly a makcik owning one of them shops by th sides called us, "COME COME, AUNTY GIVE FREE!" HAHA, my brother was walking away already, thinking that it was just another makcik persuading us to buy her goods, but lo and behold, she really gave us free food and drinks, not some, A LOT! haha! we eventually walked away with 3/4 packets of drinks, 2 packets of nasi bryani each, and a WHOLE plastic bag of epok-epoks, LANGKAH KANAN OR WHAT! as in, what goodluck! haha yea, alhamdullilah, we walked in right into rezeki, and to think the day before, when we were late for terawih and when an uncle offered a ride, we rejected, a string of goodlucks eh? I hope it goes all th way until after Os end :D

recently, some light have been shed on the current bonds of the people around me and what i've seen worries me deeply. obliteration of bonds that used to be so strong, just because of some minor incident. feelings of hate and frustration seem to have an iron grip on the actions of some people, and yet, they do not realize. and the strangest thing, if i remember correctly, this is a recurring incident of what had happened in the past, which however does not involve me. Damn, what is this going to end up in. If this continues, i can't imagine how graduation would be. Helpless, i feel.

sorry for the late update should there be anyone who've been waiting x)

peace.