People are like bottles
You can see them, for what they are
sometimes their colours and even the texture of the liquid they hold within.
However, if you never open the bottle cap,
you'll never find out the taste of them, of how they truly are.
No matter how much you think you know how it is, its never truly assured, until you do so.
Only until the first drop,
only then can you understand and comprehend,
what they hold within themselves, only to those who are willing enough to open them up.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Today had been a rather long day, and the end has yet to come.
Today was the end of the three day chalet at Sentosa that we, TJCCC had, which left me with funny moments, a very hungry stomach and unforgettable memories.
Today, my uncles and aunts came back from their pilgrimage to the holy land of Mekkah, which is extremely significant as it is their first time and I am truly joyful for them.
Today, my cousins, some friends and I caught Avatar, which was probably the highlight of the day.
Caught Avatar in 3D.
It is TRULY, a feast for the eyes. I may be exxagerating as it was my first time, but I have never been so excited to watch a movie, ever. Apart from that, the level of anticipation was quite high as the movie had had some good reviews regarding the stunning level of detail and realism in the movie world. True to every word, it was spectacular. Well, considering $700m was spent to make that movie, I'm not surprised. It raises the bar for the movie experience. It got me completely immersed into the fantasy world brought about by the director, whose name I do not remember. Apparently, the dude had done his research in order to make the world of Pandora ( the alien planet ) as realistic as possible with regards to the biological structure of the organisms depicted. That, coupled with stunning graphics, makes the movie captivating, leaving me in awe.
Despite the alieness of it all, the movie actually portrays more humanity than meets the eye.
It shows the unlimited and unsatisfiable human desire to have MORE, to drain every drop of resource and look for others elsewhere. The movie brings across the message of how far some people will go to get wealthier, and the adverse effects it causes, directly or indirectly. There are many branches of life that can be explored here. How one's actions can cause ripples and unforeseen consequences, or how without self-control, one will end up destroying one's self. Also, to how greed CAN be the cause of all evil. On the other hand, the movie also explores the more positive side of humanity, which is to defend what is yours and what your treasure, the power of unity and perseverance through tumultuous times and of course the choice over matters of the heart, and matters of the mind.
However, in my opinion, an angle which was explored rather explicitly is the discovery of one's identity. As we mingle around with different crowds, we sometimes find ourselves fitting different images to our character, and thus letting people have different expectation of us, different set of responsibilities and different choices to make. It is easy to get lost in the storm of society and forget who you are and what you believe in, especially in such a modern and metropolitan world such as Singapore. People show different sides at different times, and if you're a friend who has seen many or almost all the sides of a friend and still be able to accept them as who they are, give yourself a pat on the back. Sometimes, when friends think friends have changed, its just a matter of environment and adaptation, unless that friends really screwed up yea?
Oh yea, Merry X'Mas to the many who celebrate it, HOHOHO!
Today was the end of the three day chalet at Sentosa that we, TJCCC had, which left me with funny moments, a very hungry stomach and unforgettable memories.
Today, my uncles and aunts came back from their pilgrimage to the holy land of Mekkah, which is extremely significant as it is their first time and I am truly joyful for them.
Today, my cousins, some friends and I caught Avatar, which was probably the highlight of the day.
Caught Avatar in 3D.
It is TRULY, a feast for the eyes. I may be exxagerating as it was my first time, but I have never been so excited to watch a movie, ever. Apart from that, the level of anticipation was quite high as the movie had had some good reviews regarding the stunning level of detail and realism in the movie world. True to every word, it was spectacular. Well, considering $700m was spent to make that movie, I'm not surprised. It raises the bar for the movie experience. It got me completely immersed into the fantasy world brought about by the director, whose name I do not remember. Apparently, the dude had done his research in order to make the world of Pandora ( the alien planet ) as realistic as possible with regards to the biological structure of the organisms depicted. That, coupled with stunning graphics, makes the movie captivating, leaving me in awe.
Despite the alieness of it all, the movie actually portrays more humanity than meets the eye.
It shows the unlimited and unsatisfiable human desire to have MORE, to drain every drop of resource and look for others elsewhere. The movie brings across the message of how far some people will go to get wealthier, and the adverse effects it causes, directly or indirectly. There are many branches of life that can be explored here. How one's actions can cause ripples and unforeseen consequences, or how without self-control, one will end up destroying one's self. Also, to how greed CAN be the cause of all evil. On the other hand, the movie also explores the more positive side of humanity, which is to defend what is yours and what your treasure, the power of unity and perseverance through tumultuous times and of course the choice over matters of the heart, and matters of the mind.
However, in my opinion, an angle which was explored rather explicitly is the discovery of one's identity. As we mingle around with different crowds, we sometimes find ourselves fitting different images to our character, and thus letting people have different expectation of us, different set of responsibilities and different choices to make. It is easy to get lost in the storm of society and forget who you are and what you believe in, especially in such a modern and metropolitan world such as Singapore. People show different sides at different times, and if you're a friend who has seen many or almost all the sides of a friend and still be able to accept them as who they are, give yourself a pat on the back. Sometimes, when friends think friends have changed, its just a matter of environment and adaptation, unless that friends really screwed up yea?
Oh yea, Merry X'Mas to the many who celebrate it, HOHOHO!
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Its been awhile since Ive felt detached from the world, and finally I did.
In an unfamiliar environment, no one I knew, no one who knew me. No one to talk to, just silence.
Its moments like these that bring about much contemplation, and often, escape from the bustle of Life.
Its just you, thoughts floating by, with the absence of interference, beautiful.
... ... .. .. . ... ... . . ... .. ... .. ... .. .... ... .. . .. . . ... . . . ...
Wow, yesterday, could be described as a feast, truly.
The amount of food I ate yesterday was astounding, by my standards.
In chronological order,
A bowl of cereal with milk and a cup of milo
2 soft boiled eggs and a cup of milo
A chocolate pancake
A plate of rice with curry chicken, fried eggs and potatoes
A plate of bryani rice with chicken, mutton and potatoes
A large double chocolate frappe
A chocolate cake
A bowl of Kway Teow
and the best part,
and the end of the day, as I was about to sleep, close to 1,
I was hungry.
In an unfamiliar environment, no one I knew, no one who knew me. No one to talk to, just silence.
Its moments like these that bring about much contemplation, and often, escape from the bustle of Life.
Its just you, thoughts floating by, with the absence of interference, beautiful.
... ... .. .. . ... ... . . ... .. ... .. ... .. .... ... .. . .. . . ... . . . ...
Wow, yesterday, could be described as a feast, truly.
The amount of food I ate yesterday was astounding, by my standards.
In chronological order,
A bowl of cereal with milk and a cup of milo
2 soft boiled eggs and a cup of milo
A chocolate pancake
A plate of rice with curry chicken, fried eggs and potatoes
A plate of bryani rice with chicken, mutton and potatoes
A large double chocolate frappe
A chocolate cake
A bowl of Kway Teow
and the best part,
and the end of the day, as I was about to sleep, close to 1,
I was hungry.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Some people at some point of time, have told me that I'm too nice, that sometimes, I let people get the better of me, and let them manipulate me, or just that I tolerate bullshit that I don't deserve. My response was a simple, "HUH, where got?!" or "When siaaa?". I've pondered on this notion for quite some time now, wondering. I guess, it is not within me to hurt people, emotionally that is, haha. I doubt I can muster the strength to break another's heart. However, this does not mean that I cannot tell them the painful truth if it need be. Despite the irritant that I may be, it would never be my intention to dampen their hearts or cause sorrow to seep into their hearts. I merely am like that, so that those who are blue, may forget their sadness and replace that with annoyance. I would rather be the one who gets broken-hearted than to break a heart, and I have. Sometimes I wonder why. It must be the fact that I know that I can and will heal from it, no matter how deep the pain is. And with this knowledge, I often take the blow, for I would never want to imagine another to endure such pain. Don't know why this came to me while I was showering though. Hahahaa
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Hi.
I like to make people Happy.
So I do.
And today, I made a friend of mine, very happy by doing something that will make HIS friend happy.
Enjoying Trance
I like to make people Happy.
So I do.
And today, I made a friend of mine, very happy by doing something that will make HIS friend happy.
A Rose.
Chilled with him for close to four hours, just sitting there, talking, drawing.
I find it more enjoyable to just have a chat sometimes yknow, get to know people better.
Its a rewarding feel at th end of it all, something gained.
Friday, December 11, 2009
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Its funny how a simple image, sound or word can bring about memories that have long been buried.
Not out of fear do I cringe, or tense up, but only because of the memories which I have kept deep inside.
I am, a man of memories.
A dark phase in one's past, may be the spark required to enlighten one's future.
That I have learnt, and cruelly I may add.
It is simply a law of the universe that you cannot gain something, without losing something else in return.
A simple law that more often than not, is overlooked and misunderstood, always forgotten and ignored.
When overlooked, it breeds greed. To have more, without giving any away. Such is the nature of Man.
When misunderstood, it invites conflict. To not understand, and simply accept, brings much infuriation within.
When forgotten, it sparks anger. The obsession, to find a reason for loss, when you do not see the gain.
When ignored, it ends bluntly.
The Past holds sway the way I lead the Present that I may have a Pleasant Future.
Not out of fear do I cringe, or tense up, but only because of the memories which I have kept deep inside.
I am, a man of memories.
A dark phase in one's past, may be the spark required to enlighten one's future.
That I have learnt, and cruelly I may add.
It is simply a law of the universe that you cannot gain something, without losing something else in return.
A simple law that more often than not, is overlooked and misunderstood, always forgotten and ignored.
When overlooked, it breeds greed. To have more, without giving any away. Such is the nature of Man.
When misunderstood, it invites conflict. To not understand, and simply accept, brings much infuriation within.
When forgotten, it sparks anger. The obsession, to find a reason for loss, when you do not see the gain.
When ignored, it ends bluntly.
The Past holds sway the way I lead the Present that I may have a Pleasant Future.
I will you Open like a piece of FRUIITTT!
Friday, December 04, 2009
By far, th highlight of th holidays, TJCCC's climbing trip to Batu Caves, KL.
Extraordinary experience, awesome people, eye-opening views.
It was really, like a dream, as if it was only us climbers, and th climbs.
As expected, such a trip provides a platform where th teachers, Mr Kao and Ms Lim, and of course our dearest coaches, Phillip and Kelly Lim, are on th same level as us, in terms of interaction and closeness.
Th stupid things that happened, it all made us closer and it really gives me a warm feeling, to see how we are like one huge family, whoosh.
And the climbs, OH THE CLIMBS.
Sure it looks scary at first, but damn, it is truly love at first climb. It was a totally different feeling, in terms of exhiliration, fear, composure and satisfaction. The freedom of exploring as we climb, its like we are a ship in th middle of th sea, where our direction is both determined by the external factors as well as our ability to direct our own movements. It was especially significant for th really high climbs, the really beautiful high climbs. It is like an assault on the senses, the sharp and rough rocks, sometimes cutting your fingers, and mind you they do, and sheer height and the fear that comes along with it, the composure that we must muster within us to conquer the climb, and of course the view. Spectacular. It was to the extent that every time I came down from one of the high climbs, I seem to be a semi-high state, where my minds in a daze and my breathing deep and slow. To conclude this unachieveable form of description that I had intended, I shall use a metaphor. Climbing beautiful ( which sometimes means truly hard but is just, beautiful, yknow? ) natural routes, is like having sex on ecstacy, you'll never reach that peak again unless you do that same thing again. Oh, in case you were wondering, a drunk guy from US East told me that, he advised not to commit th same mistake as he did, HAHA.
All in all, it was truly a wonderful experience, and I would love to thank my fellow climbers, TJCCC, our teachers in charge and our dear coaches. AWESOMMMEEEE.
Checking In
The Bustle of KL
Extraordinary experience, awesome people, eye-opening views.
It was really, like a dream, as if it was only us climbers, and th climbs.
As expected, such a trip provides a platform where th teachers, Mr Kao and Ms Lim, and of course our dearest coaches, Phillip and Kelly Lim, are on th same level as us, in terms of interaction and closeness.
Th stupid things that happened, it all made us closer and it really gives me a warm feeling, to see how we are like one huge family, whoosh.
And the climbs, OH THE CLIMBS.
Sure it looks scary at first, but damn, it is truly love at first climb. It was a totally different feeling, in terms of exhiliration, fear, composure and satisfaction. The freedom of exploring as we climb, its like we are a ship in th middle of th sea, where our direction is both determined by the external factors as well as our ability to direct our own movements. It was especially significant for th really high climbs, the really beautiful high climbs. It is like an assault on the senses, the sharp and rough rocks, sometimes cutting your fingers, and mind you they do, and sheer height and the fear that comes along with it, the composure that we must muster within us to conquer the climb, and of course the view. Spectacular. It was to the extent that every time I came down from one of the high climbs, I seem to be a semi-high state, where my minds in a daze and my breathing deep and slow. To conclude this unachieveable form of description that I had intended, I shall use a metaphor. Climbing beautiful ( which sometimes means truly hard but is just, beautiful, yknow? ) natural routes, is like having sex on ecstacy, you'll never reach that peak again unless you do that same thing again. Oh, in case you were wondering, a drunk guy from US East told me that, he advised not to commit th same mistake as he did, HAHA.
All in all, it was truly a wonderful experience, and I would love to thank my fellow climbers, TJCCC, our teachers in charge and our dear coaches. AWESOMMMEEEE.
Our form of transport, apart from the taxis. Inefficient, haha
Nyamuk! Our first Destination.
A short trek through th wilderness
One of the 30m routes there, Diper Jaya.
Second Destination! Nanyang. This is closer to civilization.
Nothing life freshly cooked fried rice
Old Shoes Beware. Its just a slab of smooth rock. End of Story
Last Destination : Damai! Its a tourist destination
Some of us in the cave, Really BIG cave.
Lonely Black Boy
The view
First Night There, couldn't wait to get into my room, HAHA
TJCCC is defined by its eccentricity and energy, as shown above.
Formal.
The Last Picture of the Trip. Was at Camp5.
Ze coaches!
Plastic but still as great, hahaCan't wait for the next!
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