Saturday, May 31, 2008

square root of three - go search for it on th net, its a poem x)

i thought of what to write yesterday before i slept but i seem to have forgotten it. hmm, what is it again... well here goes cant recall anything right now, not even my homework, other than maths x)

hai, yesterday, i had a taste of what it felt to have people that youre close to depart for a long and hopefully enlightening journey away. It was a joyous yet somehow tearful occasion for my cousins and I, especially considering that we were the closest gang of cousins any family had seen, haha. APAMMM! Yea, one of us, Babar, had gone to umrah with his family yesterday. Pictures still with my cousin, hopefully he'll send it soon. In case you do not know, my family, as in the BIGGG family, not my family as in my siblings and parents, but the whole one, yea my two cousins, my brother and I, are known as geng APAM, but practically everybody, its like you see one, you see the other two or three, haha! Ill try and find a picture somewhere...

cant find a decent picture of us four right now, some other time ah x)

hugs were plenty then, here and there, tears rolled by, but as my dad said, we men dont show, we cry inside. haha, quite true, considering his closest brother is going too...

the end is always not it seems to be, only death is certain

hello,

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

today, i found out that my feelings is directly proportional to my body temperature.

wake up call, WAKE UP CALL!

it tore my lids wide open, exposed my eyes to the truth.
I NEED TO STUDY, study hard and really really soon.
IF i were to ever want to achieve my dreams of what, entering th JC of my choice.
just relying on last-minutes and night-befores are just not cutting it anymore
consistency man, consistency. THATS what i need.

i know one things for sure, when i DO study, i get quality results, so far that is x)
studied SS for one day and i got 36. though not as good as SOME people, its quite okay considering th amount of effort i put in. History too! Yea, hopefully Bio's as good, haha :)

hearts in throat, heads banging,
feets gone cold, voices ringing.
its time for us, time for us,
to seize the day, strong and fast.

carpe diem

Monday, May 12, 2008

Wohohoho

damn hungry rite now, like seriously.

TODAY was greatly relaxing, paper ended at 0930, played ball and drew a car with great satisfaction, ill show u the progress

LAST NITE. it appeared like THIS.



just a sketch, oh yea, th cars Audi R8

TODAY, after 10 minutes or so of shading, it looked like this.



THEN FINALLY, after 45 minutes, it came to life and looked like THIS, see, my english is quite limited x)



it was practically what i did th whole day man, other than playing Dota and going to tuition x)

i realized that i would only finish something right to the last detail only when in my head i know that it is to be of a certain degree of hmm, nice-ness? x) yea, so i did this for my cousin's poly assignment, cos he can't draw well xD

APAM GAY! thats this name, without the gay lol

and the real thing looks like this.



nice ride huh? :D

till other times then, moo.haha.haha

Friday, May 09, 2008

a Third of the race run
the mid year examinations are coming to an end very soon, with just 3 papers to go.
Through the turmoil and stress we endured during this vital period of the year, we may learn from our mistakes or remain ignorant of the challenges that stand anew, awaiting us. Weaknesses and strengths of each and every individual are revealed as time pass by us in a blink. The time has arrived for us to make a decision, to be or not to be, to go through all the hardships that WILL come and with an end in mind, or to procrastinate and let life lead us. Though it may seem as a big burden, an overwhelming responsibilty, bit by bit it can be achieved. good things come to those who work for it.

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It is a scientific fact that Ahmed Khalil Khan's brain is not very efficient in absorbing scientific, mathematical or linguistic facts when his primary organ for digestion, the stomach is lacking in edible biological substances called food. Thank God that his brain has a very high efficiency rate to begin with :D

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HI, YOU'RE GAY, I'M GAY, WE'RE GAY.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

hihihi

urgh, my stomach yearns for food
hadnt had anything to eat since what, 3? damn, how am i supposed to gain weight like this -.-

TODAY SUCKS. justtt because physics paper 2 was difficult. damn it sucks. hope i pass
ON A LIGHTER NOTE, today is the day my bestfriend, SITI KHAIRUNNISA BTE ZULKIFLE, emerged out of her first home since she came to exist nine months before x)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAY :D hope you like th slippers i bought, which looks kinda gay, but alright for a girl x)

I don't feel like studying right now, so i shan't.

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some people can be really a pain in th ass man. enough said

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Bah! i crave for chocolate frappucino from STARBUCKS. mmm

Very nice, how much? :D
WALAO EH TIO RAPE