"only through serious inquiry, positive question, can one aspire enlightenment,"

It is always best for people to know both sides of the story, just as the man who stated the above had said, to free ourselves of subjectivity, so that we may strictly analyze another which is not of our own ideas, such that in the end, we may stand ever confident with our beliefs or embrace that of another.

Many incidents that have come to pass which concerns the people who are close to me and indirectly me, and I can't help but wonder what makes these people so certain of what they hear or read. Are they that certain that what they know is the whole truth?
I do not believe that they do not consider the reliabity of the 'facts' they hear but rather that they just choose to ignore it just for the sake of their friends.

Nuff said,


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WHOOOOO! Prelims have officially began with the Social Studies paper last Friday! The burden of facing papers day after day, the stress of getting your facts right, the exhiliration you get after completing one, knowing that as the days go by, soon you may enjoy ( though not for us x) ) is BACK! HAHA omg, i sound like a freak! But hey, they say always face something with lightheartedness, so here i am! No use getting all stressed up like a freak, losing hair and all just for exams, sure it decides our future and probably a few rewards here and there, but obviously by now, it has become a part and parcel of being a student for what, *counts with fingers* close to 10 years? Hahaha, the sad but defining reality of education in Singapore x)

So SS was done pretty easily, but whos to say, Ms Neo said they'll be marking as if its the Os itself! So, not really sure of that. Amaths on Tuesday, so, hopefully that'll be fun. The most saddest thing that could happen to me is that I would not be able to ace the paper, for I myself am sure that i could get A, considering that i could do Dunman High's amaths paper 2 with stunning ease, hopefully not aye? haha

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I just realized today that my body is really tired and have been trying to tell me, but I've been completely ignoring it. Woke up after a wonderful 13 hours of sleep and looked at myself in the mirror.

Without my spectacles, i look seemingly different, as in i could actually see my eyes, the eyelashes and all, and the very saggy dark circle thats underneath it. Kinda makes me think, Am i really that tired? Well maybe i am, but mentally im not, like who would readily accept that fact when the Prelims just began, yes? So i said no, but my body is. Wonderful how our brains are able to perceive our condition despite bold evidence of it through our physical appearance huh. My cousin who is in NTU right now, went to the docs after feeling weird. Apparently, the doc said that my cousins brain wants to rest, its really tired, it wants to let go, chill a little, but that his eyes want to keep on reading, to keep on studying and not rest, scary yet intrigueing isn't it? COOL SHITS.

alright, its time to bathe, im fat, akugemok. HAHA