soo... apparently, my bro just arrived back home from a five-day trip with my day for a journey of enlightenment, hamid knows a speck about what i'm going to talk about and he would probably close his eyes and go "la la laa..." haha

i got home from SLC, which was damn fun btw, and was greeted with not a hello, not a greeting, but rather, with "KICAPPPP!!" hahaha, well, if i translate that to english, it would mean probably sound something like " I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU AND ITS DAMN AMAZING/BAD!" haha, yea, pretty much x)

well, truthfully, it had been a rather boring five days without my bro and dad, they're like the only two other males in this household, meaning that while there were gone, i was the only one, heh. but really, during that period of time, i miss the constant squabbles i have with my brother, and the aura of superiority and moral uprightness that always radiates from my dad's presence, haha. feels good to have them back (:

so now, im waiting for my bro to get off to phone with his special someone, insert loud and purposeful HAHA, so that he can do some storytelling. every time my brother goes to that certain place, theres always something new to learn, something that would make you just go "HUH!?" and sometimes things that make you humble. haha, theres a word for this kind of matters, but i shan't say it. it makes things a bit too obvious haha.

and so far, he just told me a bit, and i went "HOLY SHITT" you know, seriously, damnn... its just pure amazing how much knowledge is NEGLECTED. the unquenchable thirst for knowledge no longer exists, though to a certain extent i may say. but really, look around, do you see people really wanting to learn something new, something that just makes your brain buzz with excitemet, JUST because its something you have NOT learnt before? haha, i dont.

did DISC thing just now, and i realized something, i'm almost in all. im direct, as in i make comments that hurt to people, frank and to their face. i'm jubilant and ever outgoing, allowing almost nothing to dishearten my spirit. i'm nice to people, without being a suckup or with intentions, but just because i like to see people smile, and lastly, this is true to me, i think a HELL lot, not about me, or my friends, but basically everything that is. haha, well, thats D I S C for you x)

all i have to say is,
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this year is soooo gonna go by super damn freaking fast
i dont know what to blog about, thought of stupid ways to encrypt words lol
hence, how this began. its just like playing with numbers, just substituting them with alphabets.

damn, nature has its ways to really survive. it is a LAW of nature that the male always goes first, and that males are somehow easily manipulated by the opposite sex due to some urges. really! lol

i believe that i am a jumble of contradictions living harmoniously in one entity. objibbbb

nownow, 7 things that you guys do not know about me, i dont care who does this, its fun x)

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ONE1- In primary one, i tore off the wings of a butterfly and ate them. HAHA! i was primary one!

2II- I used to be afraid of the wind, it whispers to me. haha

3THRE3- Theres something LIKE a birthmark on the whole top of my chest which looks like africa. HAH!

4OUR- My drawings always have two ways to look at them, two meanings.

FiVe- I have a godfamily somewhere in Malaysia.

SIX6- Death is always lingering in my mind and I think about it constantly. haha

SE7EN- I know of somethings that are not supposed to be known. HAHA! how vague x)