woooh

its been a VERY VERY VERY long time since i updated this thing
very well then, lets get on with it

you know something.
every year, hari rayas like the same for me
but not this year, this year, many of the matriachs/patriachs of the family are becoming sick. when i visit them, my heart wrenches. they look so bad, and yet here i am in my nice costume. thank god im still healthy. phew. =)

and some of the people i usually visit or have been there for the visitings are now gone. theres an air of silence in the house. weird. cause every year, everyone and i mean EVERYONE thats related to my grandma would come by to visit. shes the eldest, so a hell lot of people would come by and the house would be some kind of parade square for everyone. busy people, the noise, the lights, the colours. but its all good.

now, theres only silence. hmm...

normally, we would be booked for the first few days. but now, we straightaway go around visitting. and that, we tell everyone tht its different. last time, there was no chance to go out for long. a few houses, teettt. someone calls saying his coming by. haha rather amusing it was.

anyway, just got back from malaysia on saturday.
man, i didnt realize how fond i was of that place until i visited the place
seeing the garden just infront that me and my bro made when we were sooo young then. and it still lives! with nice flowers blooming.

met the folks there, sure, they're getting old, but they're still the same.
chitter chatter with a lot of smoke. hahaha . sure missed that place
and the little children, the weird people. xD

a dude, Amirul, is one special dude man. its said that if somehow, he slaps someone out of anger, that sad person would die. its said. he's one very mature acting nine year old. seriously. cant describe though xP

then theres his sister, we call her Mira. shes cute. primary one with corroded teeth.
I'd give em all a good toothbrush and some whitening toothpaste for their next birthdays. xD

finally, theres this very little girl, shes 3. we call her Iqa. whoa, her face is VERY VERY fair. and for a 3 year old, she talks a lot. shes a social girl. but theres one very hilarious problem, xD whenever she poops, she just lets it go. xDD
she doesnt say a thing, but somehow she can talk a lot. hahaha

later i'll upload the pics. now cant. dunno why

there too the oldies, they disappeared. =)
but they're still out there, somewhere. *shakes head* kings