Naise

It's such a pity that some people can see others beyond what they see in real life, such a shame.

00:00
The clock struck twelve and a hand drew out.
A solemn congratulations followed by wishes for the other world.
Streams of texts came flowing in, all with a similar tag to them.
Moments later the door opened to a familiar face.
Family is first, they are my brother and sister.
Cooking together and eating from the same bowl,
sharing moments only we can experience and know.
Ahmed Haliim Khan and Nur Hadziqah.

Training took up the morning,
with them who serve as the greatest anchors to school.
with them who are the closest bunch in school.
with them who are kind of character and generous with it.
The hours left of th day invested in time outside.
Orchard with three, best place to get high, or seen as strange. Haha!
Plaza Singapura with many, a simple dinner with plenty of flashes and surprises. ( BKB! )
Just hung out, somewhere to chill and let time fly by.
TJCCC.

The Last Hour, with Geng APAM and known associates.
Chocolate makes anyone happy, any time any where.
Double Chocolate Frappucinno, naise.

Thank You ALL that have made the 14th of November 2009 a special day for me.
Mooo.

It was 2am, just got home from watching a movie with a wonderful group of people.
This is it. Interesting show, gives me th shivers, he's such a genius, daamn.
PW is FINALLY over, for all eternity. Today was OP, considerably well, could've been better, but why ponder about that which has passed yes. Woke up late, what a start. Haha!

I am ze tired

I don't know why, but these past few days I've been really tired.
No matter how much I sleep, I will still be sleepy and tired the next day.
Its not that I sleep too much, I sleep less than enough. But I try to sleep more than usual, but still I appear sleepy by midday.This is really not normal and annoys me. My eyelids are heavy and my head has a stronger gravitational pull than usual. Also, it is not that I'm stressed or anything, in fact, its the opposite! Life is slowing down a bit and theres more time for me to just chill. Such a conundrum, wonder why.

Imagine a glass flask, with bubbling acid contents
at its mouth, an iron cap, secured by an iron lock
with a fragile and thin metal key locking it in place.
Seething, almost reaching th top, an acrid stench.

I can associate that to anger, my brother's and mine.
We keep it in check, we keep it in, but once it spills over,

nasty nasty.

The sun was still up when I got home, been a while since that happened.

The end is near my friends, the End.

Intepret as you wish.

Its always like this, I always have something in my mind, and I wish to blog about it.

But the moment I am here, it dissipates into thin air. I would have a draft ready in my head, every word and every line, prepared, but it just disappears. How unfortunate. These past few days, many things have occupied my mind, in fact over this long period that I was absent, my head was full of things. Then again, its not good to think so much, sometimes we must let our instincts guide us, let the feeling take control. Though, do not mistake this feeling I speak of as emotion, for emotion is an unstable concoction for the mind. Sometimes, we have to listen to our hearts, silent the mind, and do. A sage once advised, act with your heart, do not let your mind interfere. Our mind, brilliant but distracting. Limitless but restricted. We fear what we don't know. Thats why this all breaks down.

We humans, being of flaws,

Made in perfection, we are marred by our nature.

Such is the way we are.

Do forgive me