HAHAHAHA

november 14th came and passed, rather quickly, hoho
like finally, im fifteen! pfft, wat a big deal xD
damn, turned fifteen, still looks like some sec one kid, bah.
its okay, time will tell whether i'll look as i do today, later. haha
kinda cool, got a new wallet from my mum, which is MUCH needed cos my wallet's gonna tear apart anytime now... it cant even hold coins -.-
yea, and a game too! from my cousin, given to her by her boyfriend xD
but its cool, cos its quite expensive... and got a surprise when i saw her, she got slimmer XD
nothing much happened then...

then next day went to make IC, damn i look like a child xD
according to SOMEBODY, its paedophilia, cos i look young.
weirdly, my eyes are very different in the picture, very.
even my brother was shocked, they seem to belong to a much deeper person.
no, im not flattering myself, they do! hmm...

whoossssshhh, gna go my aunts nikah soon, its gonna be UBER COOL man,
my g.aunt's rich, so we're gna have a ball of a time there! and theres a cruise! :D

im kinda sad, cos somebodys gonna go off to new zealand on th 17th, for TEN DAYS! :/
im gonna miss her seh :(

HELLO!

its been awhile huh
well, i have my reasons, first of all, ITS HARI RAYA!
wah, im outdated man, that was when? 13th? xD now its the 20th! HAHA!
so, everybodys bound to have received the countless messages wishing hari raya and asking for forgiveness and all, sounds stereotypical doesn't it? haha

AND we got back our results, im actually quite sad, but i know it was inevitable, COME ON, i didnt study, AT ALL! becoming like ahmed, except for the homework part,
hmm.. let us see.

ENGLISH : B4 bah.
MALAY : B4 BAHH!! shit sia, i was aiming for A1 but the compo was just goddamn hard
AMATHS : E8 it was difficult, and look up. -.-
EMATHS : A2 hah! this was quite easy, so no accomplishment here
CHEM : C5 I PASSED! WHOO! i failed during MYE :D
BIO : C5 it was difficult, mehh
PHY : F9 ahh, this was a blow to me, an F, ive never gotten it before, and its DIFF!
SS : A2 WHOO! FEW PEOPLE GOT A, or even passed! :D i must be a freak!
HISTORY : E8 i didnt finish the paper, had a BEEG blunder
COMB HUMANS : C5 not bad, but bad? heh

so it'll be like
| 60 | 63 | 42 | 72 | 57 | 57 | 37 | 36 | 22 | 58 |

YAY! today was fun! went blading, do note, i DO NOT know how to blade, but, within TWO hours, I CAN! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo! :DD
thanks to somebody :)

right now, alone at home, so blasting winamp, like some freak, you wouldnt want to be here now xD

CHALET! :D
cya later












only time.

HOLY CRAP.

i see stressed people. hordes of stressed people
heads hidden behind books, revision notes strewn across the table
thick multi-coloured files appearing here and there, discussions over issues of either mathematical, scientific, or just linguistic insecurities, tubes of pen, inks drained
people with eye bags of a panda, eyes sore and red, with pale complexion, balancing on the edge on sanity and INsanity, with moods everchanging like the wind.

damn, and to think, I AM NOTHING LIKE THAT! ish. either im retarded or im retarded
so are Ahmed, Ali, Ilyas, Sadiq, and a few retarded people i know.

heh, its been alright, till now. last minute revision and desperate prayers do work, i guess. haha, or maybe i'm just lucky, eh? :)

WELLLL.... back to original motive on blogging at this weird hour, oh, before i forget, today, the 7th of August, is a special day. MWAHAHAha

okay, okay, the SURVEY!

this is gonna be interesting x)

Layer 1: on the outside
Name: Ahmed Khalil Khan Son Of Mohammed Hafiz Khan. long huh xD
Birthdate: 14 November 1992
Current Status: Enlightened, haha
Eye colour: Brown? Black? Dark blue? all i know is, its dark, like me.
Hair Colour: Black

Layer 2: On the inside
My heritage: uhm, lets see, direct ah, Javanese, Pathan, Indian, Arab, Dutch, uhh..
My fears: Haha, hmm, the dark? but im getting used to it, so not sure YET
My weaknesses: the word Please?
My perfect pizza: CHEESE CHICKEN, the 2 important C's :D
.
Layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow
My first thought of waking up: I NEED TO EAT.
My most missed memories: Playing soccer by the beach with my cousins and bro

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or coke: Pepsi
Macdonalds or Burger King: right now, BK, so nice, so meatyyy x)
Single or group dates: Group
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee: Cappucino? Coffee? i dont mind
.
Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: haha nah,
Curse: often nowadays, damn.
Take a shower: im not ahmedWHITE x)
Have a crush: (:
Go to school: Temasek
Believe in yourself: yeap :D
Think you’re a health freak: nah, im a junkie, amazingly im still in very good shape :D

Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: nah
Gone to the mall: DOH!
Dyed your hair: nah, no need to action ah

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: noo
Change who you were to fit in: nope. thats just gay

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: HAHA! yess :D

Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: If it looks good on the person :)
Best hair colour: If it looks good on the person :)
Long or short hair: once again, if it looks good on the person (:

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: eating.
An hour ago: praying
A Month ago: hmm, watching tv? xD
A Year ago: playing soccer! haha
.
Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: many THINGS and a certain lady :)
I hide: emotions.
I miss: eating during the day and a certain lady :)
I need: to gain weight!
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Layer 12: Tag 5
haha! whoever that reads this?
fay?
liye?
ANYONEE xD




this has been fun :D





to a certain someone,
i really hope you'll get better soon, tau?
ill get you something (:

ha-ha-halloo x)

i've no right to ask for forgiveness for the prolonged stagnancy of my blog x)
its either there're better things to do, chasing for time, or im just lazy. hah
but heck, to THOSE who STILL read my blog, i seek your forgiveness, okay? :)
i will TRY to update this window into my life as much as possible, if i have the time :D

wellllll....

its been quite awhile huh. last updated, JUNE 11th. damnnn

most looked-forward event to come:

1 SENIOR SPECIALIST COURSE ; getting, like FINALLY, staff sergeant rank and the coveted lineyard :D

in secondary one, we looked up towards those wearing the lineyard, it was so nice, like ONLY THE top FIVE cadets get to wear em! and now, its my turn! :D haha
and its so bloody nice... ;)

2 next event is like Ramadhan :)


many people dread this specific month of year cos they feel restricted, and yea, unable to do 'stuff' heh. i feel that its actually those special times where religion actually affects the way we behave, talk and think. Its cool. :)

-

thats about it, i guess... for events to come.

TODAY. is teachers' day.
it was memorable :)
played some games with class, teachers including, DAMN FUNNY, i know someone is happy over the other side ;) i am, esp cos of ONE game :)
but didnt visit pri. sch and my bro said the teachers asked about me, haha, thts actually nice to hear, (:

AND im sick, ok not very sick, just have a case of "HIDUNG TERSUMBAT" x)
runny nose. its really irritating, loss of appetite due to inability to smell -.-"
didnt have proper dinner, but ate half of the rice. completely no taste, sheesh.
its okay, dont have to worry about me, i always get well soon... :)

-

its been quite messed up these past few days, uncovered the other side of some, heard of terrible news that affects those close to me...

hmm.

ohmyGOD.

stagnant since AGES *looks at date of th LAST post*
dammnnn x)

nevermind, that was last time,

WAHAHA, im back! for a SHORT period of time
AND YESSSSS! IM NOT THAT SHORT ANYMORE! haha, so superficial rite? haiyoo x)

anywayyyyy
to THOSE *looks at th tagboard* yeap, THOSE. people who have seen my blog sink to th bottom of a bottomless black abyss that is called TIME, yea, FINALLY, see its updated! rejoice! :D haha

man. its been hard man. life
all of us are going through it, but with different paths.
but eventually, it all leads to th same destination yea?
BUT THEN AGAIN, as always, people say, "OH, its about th journey, not th destination," aii. education in s'pore so messed up man, too much is invested on th young minds. too much. look at kids nowadays man!

where were th days little children would run around, bare footed, screaming their heads off as they play a little game of CATCH, heh, now im sounding like an old man x)

well, learning is a lifelong journey, so heck th destination man!
no matter how succesful you are, how lavish your house is by th time you're at your forties, how your grandchildren are so successful in their lives and how well they take care of you as you turn 80, man, LIFE IS SHORT. and then again, singapore makes it even shorter. with all th hectic bull we're going through, damn

death is just a new beginnning huh, no matter if you're buddhist, christian or islam, there WILL be something there for us after life. or rather, death. scary thought to be hanging around in a head huh, haha :) no im not INSANE or DEPRESSED, just a little tinker. not thinker, tinker. where you mess with things, to create new things. man tht sounds wrong x)

ahaha, just now was funny, messed with th webcam while talking to SITI KHAIRUNNISA.
you know smth! you get a SUPER COOL effect when u point th webcam at th box where ur webcam image shows up! its an infinity of self imaging! :D

ohkay, its late.
gotta go,
this is not a morbid reminder, but, remember, death is there.

GOODNITE PPL!
*whispers* i doubt anyone will be reading, considering th stagnancy of it all hahaa