square root of three - go search for it on th net, its a poem x)

i thought of what to write yesterday before i slept but i seem to have forgotten it. hmm, what is it again... well here goes cant recall anything right now, not even my homework, other than maths x)

hai, yesterday, i had a taste of what it felt to have people that youre close to depart for a long and hopefully enlightening journey away. It was a joyous yet somehow tearful occasion for my cousins and I, especially considering that we were the closest gang of cousins any family had seen, haha. APAMMM! Yea, one of us, Babar, had gone to umrah with his family yesterday. Pictures still with my cousin, hopefully he'll send it soon. In case you do not know, my family, as in the BIGGG family, not my family as in my siblings and parents, but the whole one, yea my two cousins, my brother and I, are known as geng APAM, but practically everybody, its like you see one, you see the other two or three, haha! Ill try and find a picture somewhere...

cant find a decent picture of us four right now, some other time ah x)

hugs were plenty then, here and there, tears rolled by, but as my dad said, we men dont show, we cry inside. haha, quite true, considering his closest brother is going too...

the end is always not it seems to be, only death is certain

hello,

today, i found out that my feelings is directly proportional to my body temperature.

wake up call, WAKE UP CALL!

it tore my lids wide open, exposed my eyes to the truth.
I NEED TO STUDY, study hard and really really soon.
IF i were to ever want to achieve my dreams of what, entering th JC of my choice.
just relying on last-minutes and night-befores are just not cutting it anymore
consistency man, consistency. THATS what i need.

i know one things for sure, when i DO study, i get quality results, so far that is x)
studied SS for one day and i got 36. though not as good as SOME people, its quite okay considering th amount of effort i put in. History too! Yea, hopefully Bio's as good, haha :)

hearts in throat, heads banging,
feets gone cold, voices ringing.
its time for us, time for us,
to seize the day, strong and fast.

carpe diem

Wohohoho

damn hungry rite now, like seriously.

TODAY was greatly relaxing, paper ended at 0930, played ball and drew a car with great satisfaction, ill show u the progress

LAST NITE. it appeared like THIS.



just a sketch, oh yea, th cars Audi R8

TODAY, after 10 minutes or so of shading, it looked like this.



THEN FINALLY, after 45 minutes, it came to life and looked like THIS, see, my english is quite limited x)



it was practically what i did th whole day man, other than playing Dota and going to tuition x)

i realized that i would only finish something right to the last detail only when in my head i know that it is to be of a certain degree of hmm, nice-ness? x) yea, so i did this for my cousin's poly assignment, cos he can't draw well xD

APAM GAY! thats this name, without the gay lol

and the real thing looks like this.



nice ride huh? :D

till other times then, moo.haha.haha

a Third of the race run
the mid year examinations are coming to an end very soon, with just 3 papers to go.
Through the turmoil and stress we endured during this vital period of the year, we may learn from our mistakes or remain ignorant of the challenges that stand anew, awaiting us. Weaknesses and strengths of each and every individual are revealed as time pass by us in a blink. The time has arrived for us to make a decision, to be or not to be, to go through all the hardships that WILL come and with an end in mind, or to procrastinate and let life lead us. Though it may seem as a big burden, an overwhelming responsibilty, bit by bit it can be achieved. good things come to those who work for it.

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It is a scientific fact that Ahmed Khalil Khan's brain is not very efficient in absorbing scientific, mathematical or linguistic facts when his primary organ for digestion, the stomach is lacking in edible biological substances called food. Thank God that his brain has a very high efficiency rate to begin with :D

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HI, YOU'RE GAY, I'M GAY, WE'RE GAY.

hihihi

urgh, my stomach yearns for food
hadnt had anything to eat since what, 3? damn, how am i supposed to gain weight like this -.-

TODAY SUCKS. justtt because physics paper 2 was difficult. damn it sucks. hope i pass
ON A LIGHTER NOTE, today is the day my bestfriend, SITI KHAIRUNNISA BTE ZULKIFLE, emerged out of her first home since she came to exist nine months before x)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAY :D hope you like th slippers i bought, which looks kinda gay, but alright for a girl x)

I don't feel like studying right now, so i shan't.

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some people can be really a pain in th ass man. enough said

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Bah! i crave for chocolate frappucino from STARBUCKS. mmm

Very nice, how much? :D
WALAO EH TIO RAPE

i see a frog on my screen.

OKAY, been busy, forgive my absence persons/people.
i really have! honest! all the tests and remedials, the tuitions and soccer x)
they eat away your time without you realizing it, and soon, you'll be left with nothing

i shall now bore you with a slice of my life today.
just came back from SIA club with fadhil and hakeem, DAMN THAT PLACE ROCKS.
SOMEONE CHOSE NOT TO COME AH, wonder why, gay bastard lol
that place is cool mannnnnnnnnn. its in Changi and its like above most of the buildings ah. and when you're swimming, theres a bloody nice view infront of you man! DAMN NICE! AND THE SUN SETS THERE! and th gym is on the second level, and its much nicer there, with all the breeze and view. on a fine day with a clear sky, its breathtaking. badabing badaboom and we're playing pool like crazy idiots making silly mistakes like being SOOO confident on hitting the ball, and only barely manage to hit it x) yeayea, i know its like "huh? wats so funny?" but you should have seen hakeem's face or fadhil's, DAMN FUNNY MAN!

yea, its a cool place. go there sometime, ask fadhil

ive been reading some weird books that tell me out-of-this-world stuff that makes me twitch. o.O

soo... apparently, my bro just arrived back home from a five-day trip with my day for a journey of enlightenment, hamid knows a speck about what i'm going to talk about and he would probably close his eyes and go "la la laa..." haha

i got home from SLC, which was damn fun btw, and was greeted with not a hello, not a greeting, but rather, with "KICAPPPP!!" hahaha, well, if i translate that to english, it would mean probably sound something like " I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU AND ITS DAMN AMAZING/BAD!" haha, yea, pretty much x)

well, truthfully, it had been a rather boring five days without my bro and dad, they're like the only two other males in this household, meaning that while there were gone, i was the only one, heh. but really, during that period of time, i miss the constant squabbles i have with my brother, and the aura of superiority and moral uprightness that always radiates from my dad's presence, haha. feels good to have them back (:

so now, im waiting for my bro to get off to phone with his special someone, insert loud and purposeful HAHA, so that he can do some storytelling. every time my brother goes to that certain place, theres always something new to learn, something that would make you just go "HUH!?" and sometimes things that make you humble. haha, theres a word for this kind of matters, but i shan't say it. it makes things a bit too obvious haha.

and so far, he just told me a bit, and i went "HOLY SHITT" you know, seriously, damnn... its just pure amazing how much knowledge is NEGLECTED. the unquenchable thirst for knowledge no longer exists, though to a certain extent i may say. but really, look around, do you see people really wanting to learn something new, something that just makes your brain buzz with excitemet, JUST because its something you have NOT learnt before? haha, i dont.

did DISC thing just now, and i realized something, i'm almost in all. im direct, as in i make comments that hurt to people, frank and to their face. i'm jubilant and ever outgoing, allowing almost nothing to dishearten my spirit. i'm nice to people, without being a suckup or with intentions, but just because i like to see people smile, and lastly, this is true to me, i think a HELL lot, not about me, or my friends, but basically everything that is. haha, well, thats D I S C for you x)

all i have to say is,
tsrsuillybitgonnosriaenc

thhcraeeebmeohnttyhbsehzaeseprabsaseeedkli
dtasmanfogunritpipiimlesis
hhe










this year is soooo gonna go by super damn freaking fast
i dont know what to blog about, thought of stupid ways to encrypt words lol
hence, how this began. its just like playing with numbers, just substituting them with alphabets.

damn, nature has its ways to really survive. it is a LAW of nature that the male always goes first, and that males are somehow easily manipulated by the opposite sex due to some urges. really! lol

i believe that i am a jumble of contradictions living harmoniously in one entity. objibbbb

nownow, 7 things that you guys do not know about me, i dont care who does this, its fun x)

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ONE1- In primary one, i tore off the wings of a butterfly and ate them. HAHA! i was primary one!

2II- I used to be afraid of the wind, it whispers to me. haha

3THRE3- Theres something LIKE a birthmark on the whole top of my chest which looks like africa. HAH!

4OUR- My drawings always have two ways to look at them, two meanings.

FiVe- I have a godfamily somewhere in Malaysia.

SIX6- Death is always lingering in my mind and I think about it constantly. haha

SE7EN- I know of somethings that are not supposed to be known. HAHA! how vague x)

godamn server wont let me, bloody shit
been playing diablo II : lord of destruction, maybe, me n my bro got hit with a serious case of nostalgia when i did. damn, we played this game since like 5 years ago! those were th good times... now its effed up, haha


well. cobwebs hanging from all over th place and calvin's probably a man while hobbes an extinct species of tigers which died of hunger. lol

as you can see, theres no apparent motive for me to write, so i shall just write whatever that comes to mind. which is chocolate
woohoo, i got a choc brownie from fay! well, actually 32 other people got too, but woo! :D haha
yea, about tht, when i got it at first, my first thoughts were to consume it immediately for th recess, then i looked at it again, thought to myself "it looks too nice, maybe at home ah" and when i got home, i thought th same, until today, 2 days LATER. haha its still fresh, i kept it in th fridge :D
heated it in th oven for a few seconds and th smell wafted out like a charm.

IT WAS THE MOST NICEST DELICIOUS-EST BROWNIE I EVER HAD SIA!!
thts good considering i have eaten a LOT of good brownies haha, its like those melt in your mouth kinda chocolate, but the taste not so overwhelming or heaty, and it doesnt crumble but rather quite soft, but not too soft, you know. haha, i stil have abit left. WHOO :D

other than that, i guess V day was actually pleasing to the eyes, seeing people all happy and smiling, haha, i like to see tht, more often. here we are, smiling away, giving away gifts, with friends and family nearby, yet just a few hundred kilometres, a war is raging, a mistake, not a, but rather a few. relatives die, brothers and sisters lost, their strand of life cut, homes lost, people stricken with grief and sorrow. man, we should be really grateful of what we have here, in singapore, though sometimes it may seem that life is agaisnt us, we should really think back, is it? hah, people say, "wth, life is soo unfair!" i would really love to question that opinion, too many times have we taken so many things for granted, yea, its messed up nowadays.

haha, i shall stop that train of thought or ill end up talking too much and give th impression im preaching. SHOO, haha, but it feels good to know that you know some stuff, makes you more, cautious? haha...

yesterday was my aunts b'day, FOOH kecoh betul! we had like indoor barbeque thingys happening, and around 20 people in a single CONDOMINIUM apartment, and mind you, tht is SMALL haha. she just turned 45 and is th youngest among all my uncles and aunts, so they all made fun of her, its comical x)then my cuz and his bestfriend since sec 2, both of em in NTU and NUS respectively, said no matter how hard you study, how often you make notes, its all about whether you listen or not, making sure it goes in one ear and stays inside. man, its cool how just doing so and a bit of studying had brought them so far. like NTU and NUS seh, both smoke, play DOTA like siao, boncet, act like gays with each other infront of me my bro and 2 other close cousins, and talk cock, and still manage to have girlfriends, WOW seh x)

im bad at endings, so this shall just end here x)

he-he-HELLOO

holy crap theres school tomorrow!
time flies so fast.

and tomorrow is just th beginning to th real school week, with remedials and tuition etc. etc. all starting, of th countless weeks we have till the Os.
haish.

its been a dead week, oh wait no, on friday after ncc, jo, ilyas, ahmed, ali, suf and me went to play street aftr so long, for three hours or so.
damn we suck! xD seriously, its been ages since we played on smooth concrete...
and we lost EVERY game that we played, haha! but it was good fun...
then we decided to go to th gym after that, but jo didnt follow cos he had tuition
holy shit man, damn tiring sia. till today my arm still cram cos ali made me do lots of weights xD

its amazing i could still run 2.4km after ncc and 3 hours of street xD
yea, other than that, nothing much, just now went to do maths with siti, then just read a book ahmed lent me. damn good, read it, THE NEVER ENDING STORY by michael ende. i think atreyu's a cool name, dont u think?

there some matters that require my attention now, till then, CYA.
*i dont really know who the 'ya' refers to x)*

hello world.
BADABOOM!
its eating itself.


hallooo, my god, its been like a gazillion years since ive last updated this window, haha! well, nvm, it seems i have some free time today and i dont feel like sleeping, so i shall update just for the fun of it (:

hmm lets see, its been busy, school and all
and currently, theres CCA orientation going on, so can only go back when its over, which is like SIX siaaa. damn tiring, frm 2-6 for three days in a row. damnnn
sleep is such a luxury nowadays.
thank god for WEEKENDS. phew


holy crap sia. O lvls are this year, heh. its okay, ONE long and tall hurdle, and it would be easier if i accomplish it. suffer now and enjoy later huh? (:

so, i shall end it with a note in mind, its th journey that matters, not the destination. peace to all, and may you find peace.

HAHAHAHA

november 14th came and passed, rather quickly, hoho
like finally, im fifteen! pfft, wat a big deal xD
damn, turned fifteen, still looks like some sec one kid, bah.
its okay, time will tell whether i'll look as i do today, later. haha
kinda cool, got a new wallet from my mum, which is MUCH needed cos my wallet's gonna tear apart anytime now... it cant even hold coins -.-
yea, and a game too! from my cousin, given to her by her boyfriend xD
but its cool, cos its quite expensive... and got a surprise when i saw her, she got slimmer XD
nothing much happened then...

then next day went to make IC, damn i look like a child xD
according to SOMEBODY, its paedophilia, cos i look young.
weirdly, my eyes are very different in the picture, very.
even my brother was shocked, they seem to belong to a much deeper person.
no, im not flattering myself, they do! hmm...

whoossssshhh, gna go my aunts nikah soon, its gonna be UBER COOL man,
my g.aunt's rich, so we're gna have a ball of a time there! and theres a cruise! :D

im kinda sad, cos somebodys gonna go off to new zealand on th 17th, for TEN DAYS! :/
im gonna miss her seh :(

HELLO!

its been awhile huh
well, i have my reasons, first of all, ITS HARI RAYA!
wah, im outdated man, that was when? 13th? xD now its the 20th! HAHA!
so, everybodys bound to have received the countless messages wishing hari raya and asking for forgiveness and all, sounds stereotypical doesn't it? haha

AND we got back our results, im actually quite sad, but i know it was inevitable, COME ON, i didnt study, AT ALL! becoming like ahmed, except for the homework part,
hmm.. let us see.

ENGLISH : B4 bah.
MALAY : B4 BAHH!! shit sia, i was aiming for A1 but the compo was just goddamn hard
AMATHS : E8 it was difficult, and look up. -.-
EMATHS : A2 hah! this was quite easy, so no accomplishment here
CHEM : C5 I PASSED! WHOO! i failed during MYE :D
BIO : C5 it was difficult, mehh
PHY : F9 ahh, this was a blow to me, an F, ive never gotten it before, and its DIFF!
SS : A2 WHOO! FEW PEOPLE GOT A, or even passed! :D i must be a freak!
HISTORY : E8 i didnt finish the paper, had a BEEG blunder
COMB HUMANS : C5 not bad, but bad? heh

so it'll be like
| 60 | 63 | 42 | 72 | 57 | 57 | 37 | 36 | 22 | 58 |

YAY! today was fun! went blading, do note, i DO NOT know how to blade, but, within TWO hours, I CAN! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooo! :DD
thanks to somebody :)

right now, alone at home, so blasting winamp, like some freak, you wouldnt want to be here now xD

CHALET! :D
cya later












only time.

HOLY CRAP.

i see stressed people. hordes of stressed people
heads hidden behind books, revision notes strewn across the table
thick multi-coloured files appearing here and there, discussions over issues of either mathematical, scientific, or just linguistic insecurities, tubes of pen, inks drained
people with eye bags of a panda, eyes sore and red, with pale complexion, balancing on the edge on sanity and INsanity, with moods everchanging like the wind.

damn, and to think, I AM NOTHING LIKE THAT! ish. either im retarded or im retarded
so are Ahmed, Ali, Ilyas, Sadiq, and a few retarded people i know.

heh, its been alright, till now. last minute revision and desperate prayers do work, i guess. haha, or maybe i'm just lucky, eh? :)

WELLLL.... back to original motive on blogging at this weird hour, oh, before i forget, today, the 7th of August, is a special day. MWAHAHAha

okay, okay, the SURVEY!

this is gonna be interesting x)

Layer 1: on the outside
Name: Ahmed Khalil Khan Son Of Mohammed Hafiz Khan. long huh xD
Birthdate: 14 November 1992
Current Status: Enlightened, haha
Eye colour: Brown? Black? Dark blue? all i know is, its dark, like me.
Hair Colour: Black

Layer 2: On the inside
My heritage: uhm, lets see, direct ah, Javanese, Pathan, Indian, Arab, Dutch, uhh..
My fears: Haha, hmm, the dark? but im getting used to it, so not sure YET
My weaknesses: the word Please?
My perfect pizza: CHEESE CHICKEN, the 2 important C's :D
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Layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow
My first thought of waking up: I NEED TO EAT.
My most missed memories: Playing soccer by the beach with my cousins and bro

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or coke: Pepsi
Macdonalds or Burger King: right now, BK, so nice, so meatyyy x)
Single or group dates: Group
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee: Cappucino? Coffee? i dont mind
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Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: haha nah,
Curse: often nowadays, damn.
Take a shower: im not ahmedWHITE x)
Have a crush: (:
Go to school: Temasek
Believe in yourself: yeap :D
Think you’re a health freak: nah, im a junkie, amazingly im still in very good shape :D

Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: nah
Gone to the mall: DOH!
Dyed your hair: nah, no need to action ah

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: noo
Change who you were to fit in: nope. thats just gay

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: HAHA! yess :D

Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: If it looks good on the person :)
Best hair colour: If it looks good on the person :)
Long or short hair: once again, if it looks good on the person (:

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: eating.
An hour ago: praying
A Month ago: hmm, watching tv? xD
A Year ago: playing soccer! haha
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Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: many THINGS and a certain lady :)
I hide: emotions.
I miss: eating during the day and a certain lady :)
I need: to gain weight!
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Layer 12: Tag 5
haha! whoever that reads this?
fay?
liye?
ANYONEE xD




this has been fun :D





to a certain someone,
i really hope you'll get better soon, tau?
ill get you something (:

ha-ha-halloo x)

i've no right to ask for forgiveness for the prolonged stagnancy of my blog x)
its either there're better things to do, chasing for time, or im just lazy. hah
but heck, to THOSE who STILL read my blog, i seek your forgiveness, okay? :)
i will TRY to update this window into my life as much as possible, if i have the time :D

wellllll....

its been quite awhile huh. last updated, JUNE 11th. damnnn

most looked-forward event to come:

1 SENIOR SPECIALIST COURSE ; getting, like FINALLY, staff sergeant rank and the coveted lineyard :D

in secondary one, we looked up towards those wearing the lineyard, it was so nice, like ONLY THE top FIVE cadets get to wear em! and now, its my turn! :D haha
and its so bloody nice... ;)

2 next event is like Ramadhan :)


many people dread this specific month of year cos they feel restricted, and yea, unable to do 'stuff' heh. i feel that its actually those special times where religion actually affects the way we behave, talk and think. Its cool. :)

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thats about it, i guess... for events to come.

TODAY. is teachers' day.
it was memorable :)
played some games with class, teachers including, DAMN FUNNY, i know someone is happy over the other side ;) i am, esp cos of ONE game :)
but didnt visit pri. sch and my bro said the teachers asked about me, haha, thts actually nice to hear, (:

AND im sick, ok not very sick, just have a case of "HIDUNG TERSUMBAT" x)
runny nose. its really irritating, loss of appetite due to inability to smell -.-"
didnt have proper dinner, but ate half of the rice. completely no taste, sheesh.
its okay, dont have to worry about me, i always get well soon... :)

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its been quite messed up these past few days, uncovered the other side of some, heard of terrible news that affects those close to me...

hmm.

ohmyGOD.

stagnant since AGES *looks at date of th LAST post*
dammnnn x)

nevermind, that was last time,

WAHAHA, im back! for a SHORT period of time
AND YESSSSS! IM NOT THAT SHORT ANYMORE! haha, so superficial rite? haiyoo x)

anywayyyyy
to THOSE *looks at th tagboard* yeap, THOSE. people who have seen my blog sink to th bottom of a bottomless black abyss that is called TIME, yea, FINALLY, see its updated! rejoice! :D haha

man. its been hard man. life
all of us are going through it, but with different paths.
but eventually, it all leads to th same destination yea?
BUT THEN AGAIN, as always, people say, "OH, its about th journey, not th destination," aii. education in s'pore so messed up man, too much is invested on th young minds. too much. look at kids nowadays man!

where were th days little children would run around, bare footed, screaming their heads off as they play a little game of CATCH, heh, now im sounding like an old man x)

well, learning is a lifelong journey, so heck th destination man!
no matter how succesful you are, how lavish your house is by th time you're at your forties, how your grandchildren are so successful in their lives and how well they take care of you as you turn 80, man, LIFE IS SHORT. and then again, singapore makes it even shorter. with all th hectic bull we're going through, damn

death is just a new beginnning huh, no matter if you're buddhist, christian or islam, there WILL be something there for us after life. or rather, death. scary thought to be hanging around in a head huh, haha :) no im not INSANE or DEPRESSED, just a little tinker. not thinker, tinker. where you mess with things, to create new things. man tht sounds wrong x)

ahaha, just now was funny, messed with th webcam while talking to SITI KHAIRUNNISA.
you know smth! you get a SUPER COOL effect when u point th webcam at th box where ur webcam image shows up! its an infinity of self imaging! :D

ohkay, its late.
gotta go,
this is not a morbid reminder, but, remember, death is there.

GOODNITE PPL!
*whispers* i doubt anyone will be reading, considering th stagnancy of it all hahaa

sheesh. woke up this morning with a headache.
its been a seriously long time since i last blogged eh.
well, first of all. cos im lazy to do so.
secondly, the holidays got nothing much happening.
movies. go out. movies. bahh

just yesterday watched happy feet with some guys
man, dont judge a book by its cover.that movie was quite good
eh to imagine, muhammad who havent even watched it said it was lousy.
-.-

cool show, short cute furry penguins. x)
and some cool songs in it. tap the feet!
yeahh, its all good
and somemore, im going to escape this monday!
its having a promotion ah.
price $6, from th normal $10 :D

i hate runny noses. keeps me sniffing. so bloody irritating
then sometimes, you know, it leaks. xP
disgusting, yes. uncomfortable, very.

lol, currently using my mum's laptop now,
my bros on the other side playing diablo 2 heh.
wooo, sometime ard next month my new laptops arriving!
my birthday gift from my parents.
THANKS MUM AND DAD! :DD

and then, my dad just bought these freaking huge sub woofers for the comp!
damn its big! whoosh. like the ones you see in PIMP MY RIDE ones. :)
very nice colour black and white.

somehow this is very peculiar for me, and th people around me
im going to secondary three next year right. long pants and all.
but then.. my voice hasn't broken, my apples not yet fruiting. xD
and LOOK! my legs have little! SHORT! hair. x)
late bloomer eh? just wait till next year ok?

with regards.
cya!

OHMYGOD. soo bloody tired mann
been at NCC camp since friday. sunday then come back. foosh
but whoa, that camp was fun sia!

as usual, we all wanted to go for the night walk on the first night.
we wanted to make Hilmi cry/run away cos last year he did both of em. x)
but wah lao eh, the schedule was messed up and it was too late to have the night walk. NVM, next year we'll get Hilmi. :D

then got smth else we wanted to do to Hilmi, but cannot tell ah. NCC state secret. pssh x)

so on the second day, Satureday, we looked forward to going to the beach lah. but then.... got rain, SUPER HEAVY RAIN. crap sey, nvm nvm, maybe god angry cos we all didnt go for the friday prayers. issh. so the whole day we played game ah.
mann we played this game, Concentration, so my squad, Echo, played in the classroom against Foxtrot ah. CRAZY SIA! we ALL sabo this guy ah. Gerald from 2R. while playing his face contort to i dunno wat sia. but dam ugly sia. but still in super concentration. xD

eh, surprisingly rite, the food we cooked this year tasted so much better than last year one sia. last year eat the rice, half cooked lah, mee with no flavour, milo that caused severe diarrhea, and wat lah.. this year nice ah. of course ah, we cooked wat... :D

THEN, for the final night, the most "AUSPICIOUS" event for the whole camp. a "beauty" pageant, Miss Cambridge! OMG man. that event was soooooo bloody GAY. haha
seriously sia. i got the pictures ah. but i dont think they're meant for the public.xD

someday i show you guys ah. FUNNY SIA. the main competitors were, ALI, JO, and ILYAS.
you know wat to expect when this guys join a beauty pageant meant for girls ah. xD
and to think that our master sergeant wanted me to join. OMG man. scary sia... :D

i think because of all the sugar, we couldn't sleep at night ah.
first night. only slept for 2 hours. BUT somehow, the whole day got energy. the last night, ironically, slept for 5 hours, the next morning TOTALLY no energy,
man from 12-3, talk to ilyas and Ahmed White about a lot of things ah. crap sia. xD

thats the main things ah. except for one.

OH YEAH MAN! tomorrow.. tomorrow... :DD
14onth14th

miniature dollies. lol. with claws

ohmygod. its been sucha long time since ive updated.
eons beyond remembrance. sheesh

you know something, the holidays are freaking boring sia
if you stay home, i think i'll be soo flabby by next year! sheesh
its been the same everyday, wake up at 8, shower then go recite the Quran
after that eat, then finally use the computer.
only when got people want to go out then i go out, too lazy ah
and sadly, its been like that EVERY day. heh

dang! i miss school and the atmosphere there, rushing here and there, anxiety.
the noises, the shuffling of feet, even the SSSS-TTUPPIDD! of Mr Sara. haha.
or the complains of everyday people. about teachers or whatsoever. lol
can't wait for next year sia! SECONDARY THREE>LONG PANTS. lol

i seriously dont know why some people cried during the last few days of school.
its like, if you get the same class as most of your friends, good for you then. if not, then, you can always meet up with them, its not like they're going away forever
--- girls... sheesh.. how typical. xD

whoa, the hari raya collections not bad man! a few hundred already. :D
but WHATHELL! some people already use up ALL of their collection sia.
crazzyyyy people...

holy shit people! one of my cousins. his very peculiar, his height is lower than my hip level. yes, im not kidding. eh serious here. he ah, wah lao. dunno why sia, coma sey. scary sia. doctor say he got high sugar level. *shudders* that could lead to COMA, omg. brain dead, body still alive. o.O

WOOHOOO! this friday to sunday, IM GOING TO NCC CAMP! wahahaha!! confirm fun sia! that camp ah, since we were sec ones, that was why we stuck to NCC. fooh, gonna be one crazy camp. :DD

oh oh! yes AHH! finalllly, on the fourteenth of november, i WILL be fourteen! the normal age of SEC TWOS. so late eh. never mind, happy happy! but, oh shit, confirm im gonna be bashed at the camp. DAMN!! never mind never mind...

EHH
byebye ah. :3
see ya next time.
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woooh

its been a VERY VERY VERY long time since i updated this thing
very well then, lets get on with it

you know something.
every year, hari rayas like the same for me
but not this year, this year, many of the matriachs/patriachs of the family are becoming sick. when i visit them, my heart wrenches. they look so bad, and yet here i am in my nice costume. thank god im still healthy. phew. =)

and some of the people i usually visit or have been there for the visitings are now gone. theres an air of silence in the house. weird. cause every year, everyone and i mean EVERYONE thats related to my grandma would come by to visit. shes the eldest, so a hell lot of people would come by and the house would be some kind of parade square for everyone. busy people, the noise, the lights, the colours. but its all good.

now, theres only silence. hmm...

normally, we would be booked for the first few days. but now, we straightaway go around visitting. and that, we tell everyone tht its different. last time, there was no chance to go out for long. a few houses, teettt. someone calls saying his coming by. haha rather amusing it was.

anyway, just got back from malaysia on saturday.
man, i didnt realize how fond i was of that place until i visited the place
seeing the garden just infront that me and my bro made when we were sooo young then. and it still lives! with nice flowers blooming.

met the folks there, sure, they're getting old, but they're still the same.
chitter chatter with a lot of smoke. hahaha . sure missed that place
and the little children, the weird people. xD

a dude, Amirul, is one special dude man. its said that if somehow, he slaps someone out of anger, that sad person would die. its said. he's one very mature acting nine year old. seriously. cant describe though xP

then theres his sister, we call her Mira. shes cute. primary one with corroded teeth.
I'd give em all a good toothbrush and some whitening toothpaste for their next birthdays. xD

finally, theres this very little girl, shes 3. we call her Iqa. whoa, her face is VERY VERY fair. and for a 3 year old, she talks a lot. shes a social girl. but theres one very hilarious problem, xD whenever she poops, she just lets it go. xDD
she doesnt say a thing, but somehow she can talk a lot. hahaha

later i'll upload the pics. now cant. dunno why

there too the oldies, they disappeared. =)
but they're still out there, somewhere. *shakes head* kings