Going past your body's physical limitations may be great,
but it sure kicks your ass after a while.

Yersterday:
2.4km run in the morning, then climbing from 4-8pm

Today:
Climbing from 9am - 1pm, full soccer match from 3-5pm

The effects are still not fully felt, but I'm sure tomorrow I will wake up aching everywhere, haha!
Goodnight world, oh my sleepy head.

A breath of fresh air, FINALLY.

Hello denizens of the cyber world, I welcome you back to my dormant domain!
Its been a while since I've last been here, and I have my reasons!
The past two weeks had been very eventful, exciting and ever-changing.

Life is like an ocean, its waves, unpredictable and varied.
We are merely ships sailing on a humble boat, to stay afloat, and not drown.
As every vessel sailing in the ocean, we will someday or another, encounter a storm.
I have sailed past, intact and strong! I thank those who were there to see me through, deeply.

Ohh how quickly I digress!

National Schools just ended and I'm proud to say the team fared excellently despite being a team of new climbers, YEAH! To those who have no idea what I'm talking about, National Schools is a climbing competition held in the past two weeks, consisting of schools from all over the country.
Its the most recognized competition by MOE hence our focus to own it, and own it we did people.

All the medals we received from one day, theres two more!

ands thats less than half the team!

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Reality has smacked me directly between my eyes.

I saw my results and said to myself " WHATHELL SIAA "

I knew this was coming, but damn, my results really sucks.

And for that matter, I have started studying.

Its like Os all over again, but who cares.

We're all in JC for a reason, to get to University, and nothing else.

And how do you get there? Through Hardwork and Discipline.

So yea, there you go, my reasoning :D

B C M E Gp = S U E S E
suese, seuse?

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"The world is too small"

- One who bends the Laws of the Universe.

A whirlwind, thats what I am now.
Chaotic, destructive, in a mess, all that in the outside.
But deep within, the inner peace swells. There is no wind.
Within the raging winds, a soft gale blows.
I have found the peace, the closure, Ive been looking for.
Though this peace comes with a price,
a price my heart accepts so heavily.
But for your sake, I will.
May your beautiful smile remain etched in my memory,
Thank You.
With Love,

Alright, so the June Common Tests are over and done with, most of the papers received and accounted for and such. One word : Owned. It was rather disappointing to see myself get these kind of marks, but oh well, I know for sure, I am responsible for my own learning, so yea, thats what you get.

Reality came knocking on my door the other day. Time is short, and damn, the next exam is as important as it gets. Looking at my current performance, I have to pull up my socks till they become stockings. Shit, this is going to take a lot of hardwork.

Ahh, the sacrifices you make to achieve what you want. At least its worth it, yes?

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Sometimes, the gift of understanding can be both a curse and a blessing.
To be able to read deep within the lines, the know what one thinks as one say.
To know what is truly meant by the words said, spoken, and typed.
To connect, feel and comphrehend the story of others as we listen.
Yes, it may be mere assumptions and that we are wrong.
But the feelings that erupts deep inside you, it can be overwhelming.
Leaving it to be, denying it, they say ignorance is bliss.
But within yourself, you know what the truth is, perceived or real.
It flashes in your memory and in your thoughts, without reason.
Igniting these feelings, the fire you've quelled inside, enveloping.
Alas, we hide them, once again, silenced and sedated.
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Even the weather understands how I feel.
My brother says, it is okay to feel sad,
as long as you don't let it have a grip over you.

My signs are vital, my hands are cold
Alas, it has materialized.
And though I deny it, it strikes a chilling blow to my heart
I am strong, but not all the way through.
Water may break even the strongest of stones.
The ever-growing distance,
like suns expanding in the universe.
I pray it stops, the end of the universe.
Oh, such a dilemma, such pain.

There is a sad cloud hovering above me, though it doesnt rain, it merely brings th dark clouds closeby. It doesnt flash lightning, but a rumbling is heard deep within. The wind blows strongly, and i am sometimes swept off my feet for moments before I bind back to the world. Is there a reason for it?

My tribute to the King of Pop

Amongst all the despair and sorrow that precedes through an exam,
I think I will remain happy and be strong for those who cannot.
Undeniably, it is a rough and stressful time for all of us,
but we cannot give in to the tuggings of the mind
that we will fail despite our valiant efforts.
For it is a fact that for those who did,
their efforts shall be rewarded.
With what they deserve.

Examinations
Examinations

A series of papers set by teachers or external figures in order to gauge the understanding of students on the subjects that they take, which may or may not, have a drastic impact on their future, depending on the level of the examination. The questions posed would not only question students solely on understanding, but also the application of the relevant knowledge in various situations and manipulation of knowledge to fit the criteria needed. It occurs twice or even thrice in a year and may span from a period of two weeks to a month.

Lastly but most importantly, it causes students to go "OMG."

THIS, will be post of pictures.
WHY? Because pictures speak a thousand words, and thats just too many words for me to type.

Sentosa outing with my climbers, HOHOHO. NOBODY, lol.

Rockmaster '09. I like to eat Chalk.

Where I become Confucius, T3.

A HUGE banana I found just now and Darth Ziqah, my sister, and yes, the Sith are into Indian clothing.

Hi, I am currently feeling very very very stuffy. I'm sure all of you are too. Its been really hot during the day and like uber stuffy at night. Oh Singapore, why are you in the bloody centre of the Earth.

Well, on a lighter note though just as warm, yesterday TPJC had a malay event called Manifestasi;

Malay event + TPJC = Meeting a lot of people whom I miss

That kind of summarizes the whole night of yesterday. Truth be told, the performance was really amazing, however, cause it lasted for two solid hours without a break, it came off as kind of draggy and such. If it was in like parts, it'll be much better. Though I do applaud them for their valiant effort and I'm sure it paid off for all of them, all the time spent practising and stuff. Did I spell practising correctly? I'm not sure myself. This reminds me of the fun and good times I had while practising for Semarak, haha seems so far away. I'm so glad I went man, really. Met some old friends, good feeling, met Sheila & Co, good feeling, watched a performance, good feeling, eating something that I craved for sooo long, good feeling, sending people Sheila home, good feeling, and talking crap with Diyanah, good feeling. Get what I mean? Too bad I don't have any pictures yet, so I shall enlighten you readers with a picture of me when I was in Secondary Three. I repeat, SECONDARY THREE. NOT primary school, Oh how shocked I was, hahaha.

HOLY SHITT

I was bored in the bus just now.

Man, I just watched THE first recent ENGLISH movie that made my eyes tear. Goodfeeling x)

Its not so recent, but I think it was released this year? He's Just Not That Into You. Don't mistake this movie for like another 'date-ish' movie that you've seen in the past, sure it may start like so, but the movie, it has that something that differentiates it. Maybe because its more realistic than the rest, like the people in the movie actually lead normal lives? But I think its more of the characters and how they experience the things they do, and how they deal with it and stuff like that. I teared at the part where the character Jennifer Aniston and Ben Affleck plays reunites after their break-up. That sounded gay, but oh well, it was a really nice moment in the movie. So yea, I really encourage you guys to watch this movie, real nice. Lol, cya later

H3LL0 W0RLD.

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Diarrhoea; also known as explosive anal discharge, frequent loose or liquid bowel movements.

Usually caused by viral infections, parasites or viral toxins and may cause severe dehydration or chocolate down your trousers if you're not careful.

I initially thought of putting up some gross pictures of the result of severe diarrhoea but nahh, its too gross, lol.

I've been suffering from this cruel ailment since last Saturday, oh such pain. However, in life, every occasion provides a lesson for us to learn from, and today, I shall share some lessons that I have learnt.

I am sure ALL of you have experienced diarrhoea at one point or more, so I am sure you guys can relate to this, hahahaa

1) Answer every call in life with the same urgency, no matter what the outcome may be.

2) Procrastination is truly the thief of time, and many more.

3) In life, always come prepared and expect the unexpected.

4) Explaining to others the reason(s) for your actions can make your life easier than hiding it.

5) THE quote to sum it all up, "Shit happens."

THIS POST WILL BE ALL PHOTOS.

This picture was taken a long time ago, I dont even remember when!

My hairs becoming a mess, it always does when its becoming long lol.

Just randomly writing what pops out of my head right now, no point.

Ever since I didn't get to participate in Pumpfest, made a pact with myself to train harder. Who better to make a deal with other than yourself yea? Like seriously, I don't want to be bulky, but I sure want to be really strong. What to do, its a pre-requisite of becoming a good climber. With more training, there'll be more climbs, more climbs lead to better technique! So it all comes as a set, whoots. But obviously considering how we're all in JC and all, and how JCTs in like 1 1/2 more months, I have to strike a balance yea? Its been a rather frustrating month for me cause truthfully I know that I know how to do all th topics that were tested but still don't score for my tests. Yeayea I hear you people saying "How can you say you understand and yet not score?!" Well, that, I'm not sure myself. But I'm damn sure I know what I'm doing. Frustrating because this has always happened since I was Secondary One. Its like th feeling when you know a certain word and its at the edge of your tongue, but you just can't say it. Or like having a sneeze, about to blow only to get stuck up your nose. So close, yet so far. Hahaha. Oh well, I just have to find that magic moment where everything will click together. And you know whats the best thing? Teachers are worried. What kind of student enters TJC and fails. Damn, that ain't right. Too bad ah, thats life. All I can do is continue to understand and find that magic spark thats been missing.

However, a word of encouragement from my friend spurred me on when I'm on the brink of destroying things in my path. He said that he knew I could get my A's just that I'm not getting it. At last, someone that understands, how comforting. I hope I'll whoop ass for Promos. Wait, JCTs.

I realize that keeping my feelings in an air-tight cylinder in my heart is not very good for me, cause I know ONE DAY, it will burst. And when that day comes, I can't imagine. Theres just too much within myself. Nahh, I'm sure I''ll find more capacity to hold them in, can't risk letting them go. For now, I'm trying to change the way I am. You know? How I'm talkative and all, and it's for a greater good, not for any person or whatsoever, personal. I realize it's not very good for myself. Thank you for entertaining my ramblings for tonight.

I WAS OWNED!

TODAY. is the submission date for the first component of the dreaded and long drawn Project Work. Whats the first component you may ask, well, its basically the PRELIMINARY idea. Just a single idea, supposedly a preliminary one. Contrary to its title, I believe its anything but preliminary. What kind of preliminary idea of a project would require you to think of the possible methods of carrying out the project, a feasibile and manageable one, and it should be creative, innovative and not thought of previously? HOW IS THIS PRELIMINARY?! I'm sure I'm representing majority if not all the JC1 students who are also sitting for this very different form of examination. It has only been a few weeks since we began on the project and so many are already losing so much sleep. I shall freely express my opinions on Project Work and anyone is, and in fact encouraged, to voice out what they have in mind. Okay, you may say its too early to judge, but getting my facts and figures from my fellow friends, I can safely state that PW is already sucking our life away, agreed? Lets have a look. On average, one would sleep say at around 12? Thats after a typical day that possibly ends at 3. So obviously being teenagers, we would wander and saunter and whatnot, only reaching home at dusk or even later. So badabing badaboom, its already midnight. Feeling tired and not caring for the remaining work that we have, we sleep. So thats PROBABLY the average if not one of the light days that we may have. Here, we add PW into the equation. Suddenly, your days end later, your mornings remain the same, and best of all, your sleep gets shorter. From what I've heard, one would sleep at around 1 or 2? Is it true? Looking at the time, its already 1. My eyes grow dizzy and the keyboard seems far away. My Preliminary Ideas in my mail, waiting for printing. and the keyboard, screams in silence. I shall continue anoth.er day. Good, night.

I find Solace in God.
I find Happiness in Family and Friends.
I find Encouragement to carry on through their Words.
I find Insight from moments spent Alone.
I find Love from moments spent Together.
I find Awe in simple things in Life.

Clear in day-light, hiding in plain-sight.

The Three Waves will come thundering down before We meet the ending of our Existence to finally Leave to Live - Even a single Line may be too much for our feeble Minds to comphrehend.

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These past few days seem to have passed by strangely quickly. So much, so soon. Its like a hurricane just went through my life, though still keeping the essentials intact. Joy, satisfaction, sadness, disappointment, anger and emptiness all crammed into a period of a few days. The negatives seem to be overwhelming the positives, thank God it isn't. We shall take things in stride and strive to achieve higher the next time, we shall. For now, we shall just recover from our downfalls and reap lessons that will be essential to us. It is but a norm for us to be overwhelmed is it not? However, we refuse to succumb. We shall rough through this storm. We have seen changes in us, critical analysis of details in our life has led to this epiphany we are experiencing. For now, we shall but harbour on the anaesthetics of life and cling onto the fine yet unyielding strands of strength that still hangs from within us all.

Peace to You.

I'm supposed to be studying on the three main biological molecules in our body, enzymes and the enclosure of cells, but nahh, I think I'd rather blog, more engaging for my mind. Anyway I'll study while I'm in the bus and during breaks. Hopefully that'll suffice, lol.

I believe I have announced this before, but who cares

THERE'LL BE AN MCS PERFORMANCE THIS 25th APRIL THAT'LL INVOLVE A NUMBER OF JC'S IN A COMPETITION THATS GOING TO BE HELD AT my SCHOOL AND I'M PART OF IT, JUST LOOK FOR A POSTER ON FACEBOOK BY SEARCHING "SEMARAK TEMASEK"

there you go.

What is Time? That was the question that the people in KI had to write an 800 word essay on. A question worth pondering don't you think? Or not at all. Well, thats KI for you! A wise man once told me the physics behind how we exist eternally in the afterlife, and to keep it a secret. What an interesting night that was. Trust me, I'm not joking when it actually made sense when explained with Physics terms.

I think KI's quite cool, especially the topics and ideas that it revolves around. I think my exact words if I were beside you now would be :

"Its like something that makes you go Ohhh but secretly in your head you're saying What the Eff?!"

Without actual thought and effort, I have unconsciously completed all my homework for the weekend. All I did was said to myself that I would, and like a watch, the gears started clicking, and slowly but surely I did what I wanted, and tadaa, I HAVE TIME TO GAME.

Stand witness to the power of when one wishes to game.